Bunbun♥

Empty shell.

2010-01-13T06:16:00.000-08:00

empty. empty. empty. empty. empty. empty.
sad. sad. sad. sad. sad. sad.sad. sad. sad. sad.
lonely. lonely. lonely. lonely. lonely. lonely.
disappointed. disappointed. disappointed.
helpless. helpless. helpless. helpless.
fked up. fked up. fked up. fked up. fked up.
tired. tired. tired. tired. tired. tired. tired.
heartbroken. heartbroken. heartbroken.

ok.. that should sums up what i feel. bye.

2010-01-03T01:27:00.000-08:00

Happy 1 year 3 months baby. I love you.

You and I is like sand that is now facing a sand storm..
I will love you no matter what but..
Recently alot of things happen and..
Our love is being blown away slowly by slowly..
N i'm trying very hard to hold on.. I really am..
Going to hold on to you as best as i could..

Because you are the best thing that could ever happen to me..
Our love started on the 3rd of october 2008 and it shall last forever..
You are the one and only one i ever want in my life..
Being with you is our fate.
Our met is not coincidence but fate like you said.
You and I is fated to be together..

I want you to stay with me till death tear us apart. will you :(

Loving you is such a miracle that i could not believe it myself.
Our love includes sweetness, sourness.
Very sure that all these add up to something call everlasting.
Everytime we quarrel how i wish it could stop asap.

You are the only reason that i could be so strong till now.
On one simple reason. Becaue i love you.
U and only you. Teo yirong. ♥

can you see the hidden message? :p

Holidays! <3

2009-12-14T11:53:00.000-08:00

Changed my blogskin since dunno how many donkey ages~
Think people also stop coming my blog le ba! Haahs!
Cause everyday come in also see same thing no need see de.
Neberminds! Like this better. Peaceful :x Today damn bored!~
Stayed at home. Ate dinner. I think i never had dinner at home for like 6 months plus.
Quite sad rite :( But yay my mummy cooked tom yam soup. Fav! Thanks Mummy!
Played SDO like pratically the whole day. Abit bored of it. Watched tv.

And!! My sim card broke into 2 yesterday D: Sad sia! Hais. Will get it replaced soon i think?
So sorry people if i never reply ur sms-es. Cause i can't! I miss my baby :(
I only see him like 1 min today only. He passed me my lg phone charger and went off.
Called his house around 10pm plus.
And his father bluff me. Say he sleep le. I got sad over it for quite some time :(
Thought that he didn't care much bout me. Go sleep also never tell me.
In the end bout 12 plus he called and said he just reach home. x.x?
His phone also no money. So pratically whole day didn't contact much. Thats all for today ba!
2moro shall go cube. Sians. Everyday cube! Can singapore be smaller? =.=''

2009-10-11T10:39:00.000-07:00

Will This Word Call Trust Fail Me Again..

Hi people on earth :x Woots i seriously love styling hair. But hate it when it comes to washing. Its all tangled up and so hard =.= Went to style our hairs again at the one. Met up wif the darlings, brothers. Styled our hair and took pictures. Hmm this time the style i got no comments :x idk which one is nicer. This or the last one? Hahas. Slacked talked laughed. Felfel this bitch was nagging about her hair all the way, lols. Its nice okays! She keep say weird. Hanwei also another one. Lols. Headed to the coffee shop after that. Joked about alot of things. Laugh untill stomach pain. Baby called and there we go heading for orchad :DD

Dreadrea did the same hair as me. As we took pictures together. The person who make the hair helped us to take pictures. He himself claiming his professional skills :x

After awhile, the cabbed reached orchad. met up wif the rest. And we wanted to watch darah! This is a m18 show. But heard from people that cineleisure allows people to buy more than 1 ticket. So baby went to buy 15 tickets for darah. When only a few is 18 yrs old. :x Played at the arcade while waiting for the movie to start.

About time for the movie and we headed to the entrance. But!!! This stupid malay guy collecting the ticket stop us. He asked for 15 ics. Wtf! He dun allow us in cause some of us "dun have ic".. Zxc. Talked and argue for very long time. The manager came and talked too. The manager very gl i swear. So in the end we changed the movie ticket to a show called deadly tsunami i think. Didn't had a good impression of it in the first place. All of us damn shag already. Waited for another hr for the movie. It was about 11 plus pm den. Finally the show started and we went in.

I can say the show is very touching and nice. Damn funny too. Dun really regret watching it!

But the ending is sad ): So many people died.. Hais. What if all these is gonna happen in 2012 ):

Imagine singapore being such a small dot, will be wipe out in 2 secs if there is a tsunami. LOL.

I dun wanna die ): I want to spent more time wif everybody~ Me fel drea and weiwei kept talking about it. And guess whats the ending. We all rather eat sleeping pills and die rather than die in fire/water/earthquake or what ever shyt. LOL. Laughed. Slacked awhile and some went home. I and baby went to ford's house to ton..

♥

Cannot wait for the outing wif my sisters to JB. Couples outing :D Imagine 3 couples going JB and go hotel and go shopshop playplay tgt. Aww how sweet!! Hope everything goes well. Yupps! Its around mid nov if i'm not wrong. And i'm maybe going to quit rp :x Hope can go study in chec wif my dearest baby and my brothers!! Hehes!~ Imagine same school as my baby makes me so excited :x Shall post more updates l8r. I shall go sleep now :x its 2:30. Gosh. And my baby didn't sms me ): idk if he is asleep or still watching his movie.. Iloveyou baby. Nights(:

2009-10-07T08:24:00.000-07:00

All I Need Is You, By My Side Always.

Baby, these few days we are getting more and more distant. Dunno if you have noticed it anot.. I'm really bothered by it. Hais. I know i shud trust you more and i'm trying my best, i really am..
All i need is more of ur care concern and love for me :'( I really love you alot alot alot.

Went to 'the one' salon today wif twinnie, weiwei, baby, xahboi, xiaoboy, shawn, ford. All of us did our hair xD Actually i nvr do de :x is baby ask me go try style then try lo. The results not bad :D Took alot of camwhore pictures too :x Pictures spam time!! :D

2009-10-07T08:03:00.000-07:00

Whats Me Without You..

Me love my baby! Hahas. Yesterday (tues) pei-ed shawn baby and ford to toa payoh for their hair styling sesson. My baby was so happy with his hair that he keep smiling. LOL. Bth him. Hahas. But shuai rite :x Who snatch from me who dies! :x He is only MINE! Hehes. Met up wif red and went to ping yi sec to fetch shawn's gf and red's gf. After that had a slight quarrel wif baby because of smth stupid -.- Hais baby can u try to change ur attitude for me.. Its really getting bad. And i dun like it at all :'( Tonned at ford house that night..

2009-10-04T06:02:00.000-07:00

Lost The Trust In You..

o2/10 Friday's

I can say that friday is a busy day :x Th day before weiwei's chalet. Well also the day before me and my baby's one year anniversary. Went to meet fel at pasir ris and accompany dreadrea to cut her fringe, so much neater than b4. After that, weiwei came and we all cabbed to bedok inter to buy the things needed for our bento. All of us making bento(japanese rice box) for our loves one ^^ Total spent about 80 plus. Ex ok! Str8 away we took a cab to fel's house to start on our work. It was already about 6 plus pm ler. The guys keep on rushing us to go to the chalet. So we started washing up and preparing all our ingredients. Fried the japanese egg, cooked the rice and so on. After like 3 hrs of preparations.. Finally it was done! Waa, was damn shag already but very happy wif the results. The sushi we made was edible okays :x And its delicious :D Pictures wif fel. Will update soon.

After that we chiong cab down to the chalet. Await's Ford's surprise for weiwei~ Blind folded weiwei when she came down the cab. Walked her to the chalet and you noe what.. The whole chalet was full of balloons. Can you imagine 370 balloons in one chalet :x Swear it was damn nice. Slacked around. Soon it was 12 midnight already. Gave baby my 1 yr anniversary present. He gave me a baby cub care bear i always wanted!! :DLove die you baby. Everything was well untill this girl juey smsed my baby......

She called her baby in her sms.. I was like wtf... Called the girl and asked what happened.Wtf why she call my baby, baby =.= In the end found out my baby... Took her in as gan baby..I sio liao, started to scold her and asked her to stop contact my baby. Crying like fcuk then.Went to the fridge, took out the bento and i threw in on bed.. Can u imagine ur bf betraying you..I trusted him so much.. So much... Yet... Hais..Created a nuisance at the chalet and shouted at him. Dun wish to continue saying anymore.Its our 1 yr anniversary.. Yet it turn out to be liddat.. All my efforts gone... All i can say is disappointed.. I really am..When can you ever keep to all ur promises.... )':

o3/10

That bastard baby went drinking untill he very drunk. Xahboi brother and vance korkor carried him back. The whole night i taking care of him.. Hais.. Wanted to be angry wif him.. But seeing him liddat, i soft hearted.. Hais.. Ended up forgiving him.. Really wanted to let go already this time.. My heart is already broken into pieces.. But i noe i cannot give him up..But the time it was already in the morning. Jaee brother came over to find us. I miss him cans! Luckily he got probation only. So must go out wif him some time :DAwhile l8r baby woke up.. Talked and he make some promises.. Hais..This time.. Please.. Keep to it... I can't keep on giving you chance..Every chance i am giving you is another chance to make myself get hurt.. I'm really tired..

Went to e hub in the afternoon, went to arcade, then passed by emicakes.Baby bought a cake for our anniversary.

Weiwei's jie came over to look for the in the night and brought martel.
Drank alot of beer and alcohol ytd. Was all drunk and very high :x
Played and make a nuisance in the chalet. Luckily baby was there.
Thanks baby for taking care of me :x Woke up this morning around 9plus.
Cabbed home and slept all the way till afternoon..

To my baby boy:

1 year is really very long.. But when i'm with you time just seems to fly pass so fast.. How i wish time would stop.. I really wished so.. Hais. All the times we spent thru tgt.We cry, we laugh, we joke around, we quarrel, we give attitude, we kiss, we hug tgt.Everything all up in my memories.. I love you for your everything.. N because i love you, I trusted you.. You're the one in my life.. And i hope you will think so too...Stop hurting me please.. You know how it hurts and how it feels like.. You know i can't trust you with my whole hart now.. Its like i have to be suspicious of everything.. Because you lied to me..Not once not twice.. But many times.. How am i suppose to trust you even if you said u promised... Promises are just something that can be said easily but not done easily..You say u will keep to ur promises this time and wun hurt me anymore.. I really wish u can do it.. I can do anything for you because i love you for than anything. And will not risk to lose you.. If you love me then stop hurting me....

2009-09-27T03:12:00.000-07:00

Prays Nth Will Happen To You :'( Ily

Back from all the fun :D So many pictures to upload.. Lols.
Okays let start with friday~ It was someone's chalet. Some lao pui's chalet :x
Idk who but just go with drea, twinnie, baby, ahboi, shawn they all.
Waited at interchanged for twinnie and drea.
Bought this "ice-kacang" ice cream. It taste fake :x

Waited for awhile and drea came. So it was photo spam time :D

Took lots of pictures with the chio chio effect.

Had a little quarrel with baby at bedok inter. He say i neglected him :(

Sorry baby :( Cabbed down to pasir ris downtown east for the chalet.

In the cab baby was quiet all the way. Dreadrea was the noisy one. Hahas.

She told us about the movie phobia 2. The way she demo damn funny cans.
Reached pasir ris and we went to walk walk. Played wif fireworks and took alot of pictures.

Played with the candles and tried to make a hart shape. But we failed badly ):

So we made ILY instead. Nice nice :D

Tonned till 6plus then cabbed home. Saturday we went to the chalet again.,

This time wif weiwei and the rest. Abit boring. And i swear this saturday was a bad bad day.

So many things happened!!! Quarrel > The incident > Ppl kana beaten. Like wtf cans ):

And i am damn worried for my baby. ): Hais hope nth happens.

Baby you really got to stop it. Its damn dangerous can. What if anything happen to you.

Idk what to do you noe.. Dun want you ever to leave me.

*Prays hard for you* )':

2009-09-24T00:34:00.000-07:00

I Love You Just The Way You Are Now♥

Yesterday, went to era to meet fel, drea weiwei and the boys tgt wif baby.
Meet weiwei and played audi awhile. Waa the new beatup song from bof so hard but very fun to play cause alot of keys. After awhile fel came and we took pictures :D

Waited for drea below era. And this boyboy below is making a public nuisance :x Hahas jk.
See la he make me so paiseh cans. Dun want let me go. Weiwei and xahboi they all keep disiao.
Idoit la! Hahas. Waited for the long long bus 40. Finally it came and we bus-ed to kid's house.
Waited for him and asked him to pay half of the money for the i-pod touch.

Reached bedok inter and baby bought for us sweets! How sweet of him hahas.

The sweet was so sugary but it taste nice and it looks cute xD

Str8 after, we went to take bus to katong there to see dogs and puppies :D

I swear the poodle was damn cute! Someone buy for me please? :'( Its 2.5k. Chor!

The dog below is called ace :D He very guai de. Took pictures and have alot of fun.

There is this dog called milky. He is a mixed breed of chiwawa and jackass russell.(idk how to spell) Wa this milky very fierce. I try to touch her only she bark untill like goling world end liddat. Nobody managed to touched it. Hahas. Untill shawn pua stunt. He keep try to so call "break record" So he keep trying to touch the butt then the shop owner suddenly say boo. Scared shawn. Hahas laugh die me. Sorry dun have milky's picture :x too busy having fun to take pictures of him.

Had our dinner somewhere near katong mall. Its called 328 katong laksa.

The laksa there nice nice de(: I recommand people to go there eat(:

Alot of celebrities go there eat and take photos also.

Slacked awhile and we saw a hindu temple. Walked over to take a look.

Slacked took photos and off we go to find vance korkor that sick boy :x

He so dua pai :x so manby ppl find him just to visit him. Haahs!

Cabbed to sengkang.

We 6 girls tried to pui for one cab :x Tried 1 hr can! No kidding!

Finally got one uncle allow. Imagine 6 girls in one cab. Hahas!

Reached his house and went to the playground nearby. Played wif sisi his dog.

It was already 11 plus den. Everybody went home. I and baby cabbed home too.

Today maybe going out to find baby then go find shawn or ford. I got no idea :x

Shall post when i'm back ^^

Rmb Our Promises<3

2009-09-22T10:04:00.000-07:00

Rmb Our Promises(:

Tonned ytd night at seng kang~ Damn fun can xD
Went to there the 7 eleven. I can say its the biggest 7 eleven i had every seen.
Kop things and got 1 bigbig pooh bear :DD Ty baby! Loves you!
Went to the rooftop wif them. It was damn dark there cans. Walk alone cfm scary.
Drank chivas wif drea, weiwei, vance, xahboi, ford, xiaoboy, and my boyf :D
Had lots of laughter. And vance was damn funny ytd.
He drank untill he seh. Then he wanted more. So my boyboy pour for him.
But cause he seh liao so he cannot drink anymore alcholic.
So we pour-ed pure greentea for him. Somemore asked him if its good.
Vance still can say very good! Laugh die me xD

After all the fun and laughter, we went to pungol end.
Abit boring there. Walked along the sands, and played wif the sand.
It as already 5 plus am then. After awhile took a bus out, then took cab home.
And.. Went to bed immedately. Gosh. Tiring. Slept all the way till 4plus pm.
Woke up and went to meet baby for dinner. Cause he was tired, so i left his house around 8 and went home.
Guess he l8r coming my house ton (:
2moro going bugis wif twinnie drea weiwei and baby! Pray for them^^
After that will be taka to buy things for our sweetharts!! Await den! Ciaos~

2009-09-20T10:32:00.000-07:00

Here are pictures :DD

2009-09-20T10:05:00.000-07:00

Long time no blog uhs. So many things happened. ): Mostly bad things.
Okays lets start from spade's bday :D It was last friday.
All haru haru members came down to have a fam meeting and also celebrate spade's bday.
Leen bought a cake :D see how nice of her. Haahs.
Took pictures wif my beloved twinnie and my sister! ♥
Once again happy belated bday spade :D

Blogger cannot update pictures again!! >:(
Shall post it in another post.
Omg. ME LOVE THE NIGHT MODE EFFECT LA. So chio can. Hahas.
Thats all for friday.

Saturday went to taizi's bbq. Happy birthday taizi :D
Well got taiji again. Like zxcxzczxc!
I hate this word taiji can.. Lols.
So talk talk talk then lucky nobody got hurt that day.

TODAY SUCKS ):
Firstly, after tonning from saturday untill today, super shag de can ):
Somemore today got things happened again'!!! ):
Firstly is talk about elysia's lost money.
I and my baby nvr take okays. So everything talked and solved it out.
Glad it nvr turned out badly. Budden, they pull in another topic.
About my baby did something wrong. Shall not say here.
So he had to be beaten up by 4 people and the timing is 2 sticks!
Like wtf?! Starting ahlong came to talk to me, i kept crying ):
Who wun.. Seeing ur baby kana hit. Hartpain die! T.T
Luckily vance they all came down and helped to talked too.
In the end reduced to 1 stick and luckily ryan troy long they all get pang chance.
Hais. Hope all these wun happen again.

Went home bathed, update blog and msn-ed wif twinnie!
Thanks twinnie for helping me editing the templates!
Me love you la <3 Okays thats all for today then.
Me go audi ler. Byebye(:

2009-09-04T02:37:00.000-07:00

People hearts are hard to predict.
One moment they are your bros/sist.
The next moment, they can betray you for things.
You'll never know who is backstabbing you.
So only trust ur family and ur gf/bf.
Cause people who loves you wun harm you no matter what..

i can't trust you anymore...

2009-09-02T00:01:00.001-07:00

Sorry for not blogging the past few days.
Too many things happened..
All i can say is..
This is tiring me off..
Really tired..

Whats love.

2009-08-23T09:36:00.000-07:00

Whats Love

Love is like a crystal ball.
So beautiful yet so fragile.
Easy to get but difficult to keep.
Walk one wrong step and it will breaks.

But love is me and you.
Its so fortunate yet so scary.
But because its you, i must hold on to it.
Never to let go and let it break.
Because i love you♥
( dedicated to my beloved teo yirong(: )

♥This post dedicated to my loved ones♥

Binbin♥ :
Sister! Dun worry so much ok, u and hao will be alright de. Never let any obsticles stand in ur way. Always look on the bright side. Sometimes it is about accept and trying to change the way u think or do things for ur loved ones. No matter what we will always be there for you. Dun cry anymore kays silly. Hope u and hao will be ok. Thxs for being there for me too. Loves<3>

Elysia♥:
Girlf! Thanks for always being there for me uhs. Really appreciate it alot. Although its been just a short period since we know each other but sisters forever okays? Got any problem can share wif me de. Will be there for you too. Wish u and eric last long long long :D Loves<3!

Ahxiang didi♥:
Didi dun always think so much ok! Think of the bright side of life. Alot people still care for you de. So dun always think of doing stupid things if not i dun want tok to you liao :x So cheer up okays(:

Silly Boyf♥♥:
stupid dumb dumb! Dun always think about things then never tell me kays. Always ask me tell you then u ownself never tell me. And sorry for these few days the things that are happening. I just cannot take it. Love is selfish. You to understand this point. I just dun wan to lose you. Thats why.. Hope ur feeling for me will never fade. Me love die you forever<3!

2009-08-12T21:41:00.000-07:00

Here are th photos (:
Nice bodoh xD

Maybe going watch orphan l8r. The trailer looks so interesting!

Hahas. But causeway the cinema is freaking cold de. And i nvr bring jacket.

Die out of coldness l8r. LOL.

Post other time ba. Byeee^^

2009-08-12T08:43:00.000-07:00

Summary of Today♥

Went to school as usual. School is damn boring ): Agree?
Everyday have to wake up soooo early. Wth -.-
During break went to toilet wif madeline. And guess what we do.
Lols :x girls in toilet. Either is make up or camwhore ler lo :x
So its taking pictures :DD Tried to took photo from different angles.
But seem like we failed :x But at least got few nice nice de :D
Will post it up when i get the pictures from madeline. So artistic the photos xD
Hmm went out of classroom around 2. Found a place to slack and use com.
Edited the effect of the picture took just now. Chio bodoh.
Not saying i chio :x But the picture effect nice :D
Hahas. After awhile, two brazil man come and approach us.
Abit shock uh. Lols. You know what dey say??

Dey: "Erm excusesss me, can you do a flavor for us?"
Me: "Huh what?"
Dey: "We are from brazil and will like you to help us to sing a song"
Me: "Huh (again)"
Dey: "Its for their soccer team song and will like to video it down"
Me: "Er but i cannot sing. Lols"
Dey: "Its ok, we also have alot of people who sang and recorded."
- Then dey took out this lyrics"
Me: - stunt - (cos in brazil words and i dunno how to pronouce!)
Dey: "come on, we'll show you."
Me: " Er ok...."

Its just one sentence and we took like 10 mins to know how to pronouce it.
Damn hard ok ): The pronouciation is so diff.
Finally after so long finish recording ler. Damn paiseh sia :x

After that went to meet baby and off we went to arcades.
First stop sembawang then follow on lot one.
Baby you got to stop doing those things ><><
Went to his house after that. Well thats all for today.

Photos up next post. xoxo.

2009-08-02T18:42:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 10TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY MY DEAR :D
ME LOVE DIE YOU KAYS. <333

Just want to let you noe dat u are 100% important in my life.
Without you i'm nothing. You're my everything.
I just want to hold your hands till eternity.
Want to be with you whenever i can.
Your smile make me happy(:
Your stupid jokes make me laugh.
What will i do without you man. Haahs.
So i would want to be with you forever~~
Untill death tear us apart.
And my dear u promise to marry me de :D
So must fufill all your promises kays.
I noe i am sometimes stubborn but i'll try to change for you.
Anything for you. As long as you're happy.
So we try not to argue or quarrel anymore kays.
I love you baby ♥0310o8♥

2009-07-23T00:06:00.000-07:00

Okays today very guai. Stayed for the whole lesson in class.
1st time after so long~~ LOL.
My touchpad on my laptop is driving me crazy.
Wtf =.= Sot liao. Den i dunno how to explain also
UGHHH!!!! Bloody hell dulan. Going meet baby l8r.
Post other time. Bye.

2009-07-21T20:58:00.000-07:00

♥

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TOOO BOREDD IN SCHOOL....

SO CAM WHORE :D WITHOUT MAKE UP ><

I WANT DRAGONICA!!!!

SIANS!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-21T19:32:00.000-07:00

Baby, sorry about yesterday. I fail as a gf ):
Dun need to worry about me leaving you ok. I never will.
Unless you leave me 1st >< which i pray that it will not happen...
Words really cannot explain how much i love you.
So just short and sweet. I'll be there for you always <3
My life is all about TYR(:

2009-07-14T19:37:00.000-07:00

Was a bad girl yesterday :x
Went to school untill 11 plus jiu went off ler.
Baby still haven wake up den dunno where to go also.
Den madeline darling thot of baking cake at her house.
So cool xD So we both went to buy somethings at ntuc.
Before leaving sch we saw this "person" in the organ museum.
The 1st time i saw it i thot it was a real person sia, hahas.
I still wanted to ask madeline why the person lie there. LOL.
Took a closer look and u noe what we saw?
There is this tag at his neck there. It writes:
"MUSEUM AMBASSADOR" xD This "person" helps to look after the musseum.
HAHA. I and madeline was like saying go in steal things this "ambassador" also wun move.

Went to her house and we started making the dough needed :D

Our ingredients needed. Lets see.
Sugar, spice and everything nice :X
This are the ingredients to create a wonderful~~
CUPCAKESSSSS!! xD

Finished our dough and placed it into the oven.
Waiting.. Waited.. Still waiting..

WOOO!! Finally done ler :D
But liddat very plain rite?
So we put some toppings and chocolate fudge on top :D

AND TAAA DAAAAA~~ Woots! Its done (:
So satisfied and happy wif our results.
Heehees. The one in special box is for baby de.
Chose the nicest one for him xP
Gave him yesterday night and he say it is nice(:
YAY! hahas. Shall make more next time(:

2009-07-07T20:11:00.000-07:00

This is the ring i bought for baby<3

This picture took by baby. Heehs. Will take a close up soon kays.

Yesterday went to illuma. Planned to going shopping but forget it.

Lols. Still shopping wif gfs and darlingx the best! :D

After that well something happened. Shudn't write here.

But baby i wun let anything happen to you kays.

Never ever will i let anything happen to you.

Remember what i say yesterday kays.

All is i do de. none of ur business. LOL.

But still hope everything is fine for both of us.

Skipped the ice age 3 3D movie. ):

Today got UT test but i never even study. Tsktsk.

Starting to feel that school and study is not a thing for me.

And i finally got harry potter game to play in psp :D

Woots! So long never play ler. The last time i play is at xbox.

Although xbox more fun, but i still like playing it.

Idk why :x Hmm not is break time ler. Shall go eat.

Byeeeeeeee(:

2009-07-04T09:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was vance bday and had bbq at baby's house.
Wasn't a success and got unhappy things happened.
But still, must cheer up and have fun kays.
Was really tired and weak ytd. Had no energy at all.
Started the fire and bbq food for them. B, sotplug and ketamine helped too(:
After that went baby's house. Almosted fainted on the way. Lols.
Bathed and cabbed to era to ton. Really boredd die me ytd.
Something happened between me and baby ><><

Anyway still happy 9th month anniversary :D
I love die you mans! My dearest baby <3
Gone thru too many things tgt, good and bad..
I want it to continue no matter wad.
Hold on to this relationship tight tight and never let go.
I never will. Hope u wun too.
You said u dun want the person infront of you to change,
I hope it will be true.
U're the only person i wanna hold on thru my whole life.
Nothing else matters.
I know i have bad points that u dun like.
Sometimes i make u angry and dulan or sad.
But i'll try to change for you kays.
I'll put in effort for you. And you really had changed.
I can see it and feel it. I'm really happy.
Hope that we will and last long together kays.
Love you many many! o310o8♥

Today went to audi event at bugis.
Wow that place is big!~ So many people there.
Went to meet eric dey all wif maiko and baby.
Watched them played and played the couple event too.
skyheaven helped rong play. Didn't really get alot of hearts but nbm(:
Before that we went to the lucky dip and took alot of things. Hahas
Damn funny can! We were like typical singaporeans who takes free things.
LOL. Got shirt, wrist band, landyard, hand phone strip, keychain.
All audi de (:
I think i dropped my landyard and keychain ):
Cannot find it anywhere. Sadded ):
Well the winners for the clubber of the year is:
1st : Lapool , 2nd : AceofKueh , 3rd : forget wad ign :x
Grats to them. Have fun in korea(: Do singapore proud^^
Somehow keep having flashbacks....
Shouldn't continue anymore.
Good luck to you(:
Take care. Bye.

2009-07-01T21:58:00.000-07:00

:DCurrently posting at school. Super bored and lazy to do my work. Lols.
Woke up early early today. 6.45am. Woo ._.
Rp has 86 cases of h1n1 ! Ahas! Cool xD. Hope to stop school 1 more time.
Hmm but too bad. Dun have. Sadded. And our break time is like shorten and and..
We have to be quarantine in our own classes. No thermometer = No going out! Funny bodoh.
Suppose to meet baby l8r but he nvr reply my sms!! Hor hor. He say he release from school le.
Now in class playing a maskedball game. Damn funny. Its on msn.
Where the whole class chat in a group.
The game start and stops without anyone knowing.
So when the game starts, everybody will be given a unknown name.
So they can anyhow type anything they want. So everybody tok about horny stuffs.
About fcuk and ***** and **** and alot alot. Hahas.
You oso dunno who type de. But when the game suddenly stops,
The person name will return to its original name.
So it reviews if the person never see the game stop and continue to type.
The whole class laugh untill like fuck liddat. Damn funny!!!
Swear u will laugh ur head off. Hahas!!
L8r got presentation and i had done nothing. Gosh. Lawls.
Dun care le laa!! Post other time ciaos

Boy, tell me what to do..

2009-06-26T06:31:00.000-07:00

Hais.. Ur msn pm, i see ler sadded...
I dunno what i am thinking ok.
I know u cannot stop contacting girls for me even thou you say u nvr ler.
So i shoudn't expect or ask anything more from you.
But i dunno why i just get jealous when u tok to girls. Idk why..
I'm thinking why i liddat. Why i get so upset for.. I shud get used to it already.
But as time goes by, the love gets deeper and deeper.
And the feeling of scared of losing you gets stronger...
I'm really very scared that one day all these would be gone..
Just like that... I'm afraid.. I dun want.. I want you forever..
But ur msn pm say u dunno how long we can last, wif us being liddat..
I see ler.... Bwg..... I dun want anything kays.. Just hope we two can be happy..
And last long.. Really long this time.. Long long long...

Hold my hand forever♥

2009-06-16T21:17:00.000-07:00

LAST SATURDAYYYYY~~!!
When tonning at era wif baby and alot of people.
It was husky's birthday :D Happy belated bday once again.
We went to bunk for awhile and headed down to vivo for movie and food.
Let picture explain the story (:

I love you(:

Baby Camera Shy :x

Candid shott :x

Ate at vivo and baby play wif his food. LOL. Naughty.
He was like saying the prawn got two bodyguard at the side
Hahas!! Lmaos.

We watched DRAG ME TO HELL!!

Total of 13 tickets. Nice(:

Met alot of new friends there. And hell!

The movie was damn scary can!! I keep chua tio!

Alot people also like covering their ears and eyes.

Like see no evil and speak no evil. Hahas.

But the movie was nice(: Lucky baby was there for me^^

Taken at the national greographic thingy. Idk wad la :x

Xinni, husky, me(:

SUNDAYYY!!!

Headed over to jaee's house for bbq. Gratx him for ending NS(:

Jaee in action!!!

Xiaobai in action!!!

Billy and baby in action :D

Aiyerr. Act one camera shy. Hahas.

Omg gangster!!! KC WOR! Scary.

Jaee's stick VS Billy's knife ._.

good luck jaee. Hahas

ENDED WIF ONE SCARY FACT!!!

Baby's mom called him to tell him she called his PO to tell her that

he is not at home and went to bbq. Like wtf? So baby had to go back court.

Because he bleached his probation alot of times already. Its like ):

So sadded!! He cried on the cab home. See him liddat i hart pain.

Worried like fuck wen i send him home and then send myself home.

In the end....

It just his mom want to teach him a lesson because he lied to her.

So no need to go back court!! Phew. Scared the hell out of me.

If not cannot see him for years you noe ): Will cry die me.

So now everything is ok and i'm happy(:

Now posting at school cos nth to do. O.o this post is long.

Hahas too long nvr post. Bo bian. So i shall end here. Byebye♥

I'm sorry ):

2009-06-10T07:14:00.001-07:00

Hais. I'm sorry baby.. I'm sorry..
I dunno why but suddenly i feel that its so fragile..
Its so scary.. Everytime i make u angry.. I'm so scared u will just let go u noe..
I dun want to make you angry.. I dun want to make u sad..
I'll will just keep it to myself kays. Jealousy, unhappiness, saddness.
I'll just show you the happy side of me.
I wun see ur phone again ler.. I trust you. So u just sms anybody u want ba.
I wun show you attitude anymore. I'm sorry.
I just want you to be happy wif me..
Do you?? Do you feel happy or feel fortunate wif me??... Hais.. I do..
How bout you..
I wun be able to take it anymore this time if u let go...
i'm too tired of crying already...
How i wish there will be no quarrels between us..

I know you care for me. I care for you too.
I just wanna be there for you every min every sec if u need me.
I just want to accompany u thats all.. Nth else matters anymore.

Life is already meaningless enuf for me...
The only reason left is you.

If you're gone one day, i'll see no point in living anymore..

2009-06-10T01:54:00.000-07:00

Went tonning ytd wif baby(: At era~~ LOL

I run out of house quietly ard 3 plus. So late :x

Baby took so long to reach so meanwhile.

I took alot of pictures.. really ALOT

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS. LOL. I sot =.=

Slacked at era untill about 10 plus am then sent baby to school.

Surprisingly my mom didn't call me to ask where i am. Lols.

I went home and *boom* sleep x.x

Woke up around 4 plus. Sians! Today dunno what to do.

L8r bringing my sister out for dinner.

Wonder wad baby doing now.

Heehs. Misses!

2009-06-08T09:20:00.000-07:00

YOOSHIEE! xD Hahas. Went out wif baby today.
Bleahhs. Like i said will upload more pictures(:

This is a picture taken at ecp :D ( on i forget which date)

He today very bad lo ): Keep anyhow take my picture!
So i have to revenge. Hahas. He take the photo not nice de.
I take him so shuai. See i so good xD bhb :x
We were like chasing each other la. Hahas!

:DDDDDDDD

Random photo taken before leaving house(:

`& Boy. I'm sorry for what happen at lot 1 today ):
Wun happen again ler i promise.
Can u promise me too? I....
Just dun want to lose you.... ):
Words can't explain how much u mean to me..

Baby now tonning at era.

Still thinking if i should go find me. Hmm...

Only if my laptop still got audi D:

Then i can pei him thru audi. Haisssss.

How how how. LOL

2009-06-07T08:20:00.000-07:00

Tonned wif baby on fri to sat.
Lawls 1st time tonned with him. Heehs.
Hope his probation faster end. Its like so long can ):

I sortta lazy to write the details on the tonning. LOLS.
So ya.. Say other things(:
I'm damn dulan and sad now!
My laptop the "E" key lost ):
And my laptop the touch pad sot sot oso.
It ownself auto click itself de. Sadded!!
All because of my sister lo zxczxczxczxczc~!
Hais. Then my braces need to wear for like
3 more months again!!!
Because of my stupid gum infection!! D: Actually now can take out ler lo ):
Just went to the dental today. The doctor give me medicine.
So bitter. Omg. Eat ler will feel like vomitting. Disgusting.

Hais. Sadded!!!!!!
And i think i shud start uploading pictures into my blog.
If not like so plain.
Who want take pic with me? :D

I miss all my sec school friends la!! Espiecially my aiai!!
Meet up soon ok? Misses!

2009-06-04T00:58:00.000-07:00

.. I'm so bored that i started thinking of things..
Alot of things..

Whats life... Why is it so complicating.
Why is it so tiring..
Why is it so boring and meaningless..
Whats living. What am i living for..

Love.. Whats love..
Why it can be so sweet yet so heart breaking..
Why it can make someone so depressed..
Why does it hurts so much..
Why is it so scary..
Why do i have this stupid feeling..
This word call love can cause me to think so much..
Is there true love?..
Why must people lie about love..
You love that person u treat her good.
If u dun treat her good means??
Why is it so complicated.. So messy.. So hard to uds..

Friends.. What are friends..
True friends?? I think i have none..
Friends to cheer you up..
Friends to have laughter with..
Friends to hang out wif everday..
Girlfriends to camwhore wif you..
Whats that.. I dunno cause i dun have it..

School.. Everyday go school for?
Results? Friends? Fun?
I dunno. Going to school is not a fun thing for me.
There is nothing there for me.. Nothing.

Why do people cry..
What are tears for..
Why does it make people feel so horrible..

I don't know...

2009-06-03T23:54:00.000-07:00

Happy 8th month anniversary dear^^ (03.06.09)
Yesterday alot of things happened. I noe.. And i'm sorry.
Hais.. I hope u can really listen to what i said..
Because all the things i said is really from my hart de..
Hope this time we really can last although things seems diff now..
But please dun let go anymore.. Dun throw me away..
How i wish i have ur whole hart wif me.. But i dun think so rite?
Hais.. 45683968 forever..

Today whole day slacking at home again.
BORING! Hais. Having sore throat again.
Bloody hellzxc! My audi cannot dl ler T.T
Sobs!! I want to play audi!!
Hais. Hope somehow can play audi now. Lols.

My sister kbing in the house. Super irritating.
She is such a bloody bitchx.
You wants her? I can give you F.O.C. =.=

There is something wrong with the blogger date =.=
Its suppose to be 4th of june today. Lmaos.

2009-06-02T08:16:00.000-07:00

WOOOOOOOOO =.= I re-dl audi and it needs...........
26 HOURS AND 40 MINS!!!! WTFZXCZXCZXC?!
Gosh!! So long can! But bo bian ): My audi no music.
No music play audi no use.
Just join plurk. Its so cool can. Hahas!!
But i dun see the update ):
Hope l8r can see. Just chatted on the phone with baby.
He so evil can ): Say want to flirt and hong other girls.
I'll kill him if he does(:

2moro meeting him early in the morning. Actually planned to meet up at 5.30am?!
LOL. Hahas wanted to go bedok see sunrise.
We sot. I noe. Ty. Hahahahs!
Then in the end i was thinking got bus anot x.x
L8r no bus i walk to west mall.
Nbm. So in the end, change of plan. Decided to meet him at 9am in bb mrt.
So that we can eat macs breakfast at bedok :D
I miss hotcakes!!! Yay-ness!
My baby now watching one piece. Then bu li wo le ): Hmpfx!

Guess what, one piece of my keyboard came out and
i cannot fix it back ):
The letter "E". After i post finish then deal with it. Lols.
Okays. I go find something to do now. Tata^^

2009-06-01T22:54:00.000-07:00

OH MY TIAN!
I'M BORED TO DEATH NOW!!!!!!
Slacking at home doing nth.
Well not really nth. Playing restaurant city.
I swear its damn cute :X
But i just started playing only. So still a newbie ):
Baby today need to help his mom work and go for his programme. Aww busy boy. I miss you!
He just replied my sms say he dun feel like going for his programme. Hor hor. Bad boy wants to pon. Lols.
Really bored die me at home T.T
People all got class outing and all that, saddly our class
not steady de ):
Got outing or bbq or whatever i sure on de :D
LALALALA enough of my nagging. Shall post l8r. Byeeeee♥

2009-06-01T11:05:00.000-07:00

I'm Backk from mia-ing (from blog).
Life has been turned upside down for me the past few days and weeks.
Its just so hard to decide and cope with everything.
Well guess everything has an answer now. Hahahahahas.
I hope.
Currently having school holidays. So ya quite free.
But nowadays lazy to go out x.x! Having some gum infection of something(it irritates me alright!)

So was slacking the past few days at home untill today.
Went to era.
Well everything was fine and ya...
Hmm saw him and i guess i couldn't say anything to him.
I dunno. But this kind of stranger feeling doesn't seems right. Okays, Its weird..
Friends would be better. At least could say hi or something. Lols.

Boring whole day.
Didn't went to the rooftop ):
Gosh i miss there. Memories was flashing back.
But it wouldn't be the same anymore.

Then went to baby's house.
He so naughty! Shall beat him xD Muahaha =x Hahas.
On the way to his house, got jam. And guess what.
We are taking cab =.=
!@#^&*@!#^&*&!@ The cab fare like x2 liddat. Lols.
Slack awhile at baby's house and went home.

Boy, how long can i keep you with me..
Can i use the word forever??
How i wish i could..

And u never reply my sms ):

2009-05-20T07:24:00.000-07:00

MIA.. I need some time to cool down..
Too tired of everything..

2009-05-13T09:14:00.000-07:00

Found something interesting(:

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.
When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

2009-05-09T12:24:00.000-07:00

YO YO!! Hahas
currently is 3 in the morning xD

Lols. Today maiko darling came to my house to ton. Heehs.
Today went to era today wif darling and piggy.

When we just step into era, smth bad happen.

Darling heard smth about chee ho and she was damn sad and angry.

(found out that it was a misdunerstanding -.-)

Headed to pizza hut for our dinner(:

Ate wif darling and geoffrey.

We eat already then went to the counter.

Nobody there. Then i just anyhow say "actually we can just walk out"

Darling really walk out. Hahas then i follow luhhs.

Poor thing uhhs the workers there =x have to pay for us! Hehe.

Gosh i so bad =x

After that went back to era and slacked at th rooftop.

Very nice to emo dere =x LOL

Darling wasn't in a very good mood oso.

So she was moody all th way.

I dunno why i suddenly very frustrated.

Den started to think of alot of things.

Make untill myelf very fan! z.z

I dun want to cry so i cannot let it out dat way.

I can only let it out by hitting the bricks -.-

It hurts but at least i wun think bout other things.

Went to 7 eleven for i screamm after dat xD

Saw breezer and vodka. Oooooo... Tempted =x
Hahas! So i bought it to drink =x Super nice.

Audi-ed for awhile then went back home around 11 plus

2009-05-07T21:55:00.000-07:00

Cheated.. Once again....
Stop it will you...
Stop contacting me...
Get out of my life...
I dun want to know you...
I dun want to hear explainations...
I dun want to get hurt again...

urghhs! someone help me....

2009-05-06T08:31:00.000-07:00

Gosh!! Today woke up and was having headaches!
So didn't went to school. Eeee i skip school again.
My marks T.T woke up around 1.
Ytd slept so late. And i'm sorry piggy.
Didn't mean to think so much and i really dun want to hurt you.

To my maiko darlinq:
Dun think so much ler ok.
No matter wad, i'll be here for you.
Try to forget him and move on ok.
We will both be strong and move on tgt.
U're loved by me(:

Audi th whole day. Boring~~
Den today some1 suddenly sms me..
Er i seriously bwg...

2009-05-05T00:18:00.000-07:00

Posting at school(:

YTD'S o4o5o9♥

Went out with darlinq and piggy ytd <3
Piggy came to fetch me from school then i went home to put my things.
After that, we took a bus to bunk to find darlinq.
Ate our dinner at kfc :D
Decided to watch a movie: The Ramen Girl.
Its a comedy. Very funny and touching.
I swear u will laugh wen you watch the movie.
Laugh die me. Hahas.
I shall skip the movie contents. You want can go watch urself ;x
Movie ended ard 11:30. Catched the last bus and went home(:

TODAY'S o5o509♥

Today's lesson is about progamming.
Boring untill can die!! Gosh!
And the teacher sibei guai lan one.
Keep asking questions. LOL
And i forgot to do yeterday's rj!!!
OMG. Pleasee dun fail me x.x!
Lawls. Lesson ending soon ler. Hahas
Faster end then i go home slack.
Post other time. Ciaos `&}

2009-05-03T23:19:00.000-07:00

Zz i found out that i misunderstood that someone.
Sorry. I apologize. Lols!
So this post is deleted (:

2009-04-30T11:21:00.000-07:00

I'M BACCCKK!! <33
Got miss me xD So long bo post uhhs!
Hahas. Finally finish with th blogskin. Not very satisfied.
But i'll stick with this for now.
Going to start a new life(:
A life without him or sadness.
This girl must be happy(:

Hmm about the pass few days nth much happen.
School started. Well quite fun(:
Have really nice classmates.
Had alot of fun and laughter with dem.
Today nvr go sch =x
I not bad student kays, i just overslept x.x
2moro holiday!! yay!! No sch.
Going out with my darling and piggy to orchad.
Miss dem :D so long nvr meet ler.
Today just wedding with piggy.
Darling had her wedding today oso.
Double happiness xD
But that stupid audi, nvr give us our ring.
Dunno is bcus of the patch or wad.
Better give us ahh! If not i go bite the gm liaos. #$!@!#!@
Haha. Okays shall post other day<3

2009-04-09T10:36:00.000-07:00

Boo ;DD Lalalas~
Today went to era with maikoDARLING and si tuna =x
Lols. Met maiko at 6:45 at bedok mrt. Played com untill 9plus.
Attended darling's and tuna's lp.
Grats on love party sucess :D Next time can go other place play?
Era at bedok lehhs! Rahhx so far can.
I prefer bunk. But dun want go bunk l8r see caocao.. zZ
But den hor~ 2moro need to meet maiko and leen dey all at bunk 1st D:
Omg.. Dieing soon T.T
YAY! 2MORO IS OUR FAM BBQ!!
AT PASIR RIS~ WOOTS.
Meeting at 3 at bunk den going to pasir ris at 4.
Alot ppl going to th bbq wors. About 20 ppl i think o.o
Wahahas! Fun fun. Den after dat tonning untill sat.
We gonna watch late night movie :D
Me and leen 2moro bringing our ex-cpl ring...
Going to throw it into th sea...
And forget aobout our past...
I bet 2moro cfm cry de =x
So leen clever ask me bring more tissue xDD
Hahs. leenDARLING. Dun cry kays. We must be strong.
You still got me^^
Hais....

Baka... I am going to miss you alot ><
You stepped into my life.
You were my everything..
But you walked away wen i thot we will be tgt forever...
I thot u're th one..
I nvr love some1 so deeply b4..
Yet, you're th one who hurt me so deeply as well..
Will nvr forget you..
I wun hate you too..
But i will just put this part of my memories..
To somewhere which could be hidden up..
In order not to let myself cry and feel hurt..
I will live everyday to th max from now on..
I want to be th cheerful girl whom i used to be..
How i wish.. I could be me again..

So 2moro will be th day...

Okays okays. Enough of th blah blah tok. LOL
I noe ppl reading it will be like saying..
" Wad th hell, she thinking about him again"
But this is th only place where i can spill out all my feelings..
Sorry but bear with it just for awhile more kays =x
It will be over soon.. I guess..

2moro i will take my camera to take alot of pictures :DD
Will post it up in my next post.
For now. Byebye(:

2009-04-08T10:04:00.000-07:00

2009-04-08T02:48:00.000-07:00

Baka...

You dun have to make me hate you..
Cos i never will...
Despite all th hurt done, i still love you..
Last time saying it thou..
Cos i have to "Hate" you..
If have a choice, i rather we be kor and mei..
Or maybe friends..
It hurts to see you walk pass me..
Yet i have to act like i dunno you..
Wen actually i still haven forget about you..
Hais.. If this is all fate, i guess i just need to follow it?

Th last time, i dun want to accept my fate..
I thot i still have a chance with you..
I held on and waited..
Yes it did came true..
But it was all it soon.
Before i knew it, it was over again..

So this is my fate.
Me + you = Impossible.
Lols. Hahas. Yupps....

Take care. Bye♥

2009-04-07T11:27:00.000-07:00

♥你的承诺♥

乌云遮蔽了天
空窗外又是阴雨时候
伞下的恋人中
不再有你我手牵手
一切过了太久

我们的十字路口
下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘
却向着相反的彼岸
终点还是分开

告别你我离开之后
这回忆可以保留
当初那美好的感动
你说你记住了
不为彼此难过
过各自的生活

oh baby～
你答应我的我都记得
但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好
彼此都不再联络
谁都别再犯错

是我的固执让你难过
但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后你要好好生活
不要想我也别再哭了...

2009-04-07T01:04:00.000-07:00

Whatever you wan do u go do.
Ya, u are definitely not the yirong i used to noe.
No need you say. I noe.
People care about you, you treat dem like shyt.
People give you their love, you throw dem aside.
Wad th fcuk you want huh?
You want play all dat go ahead.
I am not going to stop you.
Cos i'm nobody to you.
And you ownself dun treasure your life,
Den nobody can help you ler.
Cos people offer their help, you dun want.
You have seriously changed.
But it doesn't matter to me wad u change to ler.
Cos it is your future not mine.
Wake up lahhs please. zz

If you realise your mistake, please change it..
It will make you a beta person, seriously...
If not one by one u will be losing everybody..
If you dun change, i will be th 1st one to leave you...
I've already decided to...
I tried to help you.. but u dun want..
Even if you want me to help you now, i will...
But you didn't.. So i guess th yirong i used to noe is really gone..
Forever?......

somehow i wish,
you're still th guy i used to noe..
But it will not be anymore..
Th guy i love is gone..
There is no more love..
I gave you my everything i got..
Yet this is th result..
So disappointed & hartbroken..

Baka.....

2009-04-06T11:06:00.000-07:00

Love party. Saffron ring with baby ^^

2009-04-06T11:03:00.000-07:00

Moodless.. Headache.. Fettup.. Zz
Finally managed to tell myself..
I mean nth to him, not even as a friend..
Nothing..

2009-04-04T08:25:00.000-07:00

Not really in th mood to post today.
So shall write a short 1..
Went to cck to buy shoes with nini.
Den went down bunk to slacked.
Went home around 10.
Baby send me home..
He bought for me chocolates and lollipop..
Thanks baby..
Cried on th way home.
Sorry.. I just cannot do it.. I cannot give him up..
Its like all coming back at one shot..
Its tearing my hart into pieces..
I dun wanna say anymore..

baby give th lollipop.

& chocolates.

sorry...

2009-04-03T12:30:00.000-07:00

Th Story of Bun and Bei xP

Starting from audi couples~ to...

Wedding!~~ to...

Married ;DD!

2009-04-03T08:28:00.000-07:00

OMGFXZ! T.T
Hais.. My cross stitch is destroyed T.T ..
Fated ahs.. hais..
I bought th cross stitch at china for someone..
Sew-ed it for 4-5 months ler..
Wanted to finish it up as my last present for him...
But den today, my water bottle leak water den spilled on it..
Some of th colour smedge..
Hais. Dun think he will want it also even if i finished it..
Why does memories fade away so easily for you..
Ji tao now ignore me liao.. Hais... Forget it bahhs..

I was worried hows th result for today.
Called him and asked.
Glad dat he picked up..
He told me his tagging will be extended for another half a yr.
Was abit guilty.. Sorry.
From now on i wun disturb you ler.
Boy, must stay happy kays.
All de best for everything. Take care♥

Toking on th phone with baby.
He make me from sad to laugh untill want die liao.
Hahas. He keep want to learn th way china ppl tok.
* Ni yao qu na-er * xD Hahaas laugh untill i want cry.
Today i very guai leh, nvr go out. Bleahhs. Go out wif family eat dinner.
After dat jiu go home ler. So today very sians.
Now go audi ler. Byebye(:

2009-04-03T00:14:00.000-07:00

Taggs Replies`&♥

VIVI: i most shy la. TSK! ahaa. <3 you all. meetup soon again
yea meetup soon <33
psby: ur shorts so short u mite as well dun wear
hahas. dun wear for you to see har? =.=
xinni -psby: bun...i think this person know u lorh..sure got see u at bunk one..LOL..
maybe? lols
-Bei: Wah. baby ur shorts so short ar. cannot dun wear. nvm. if so short dun wear. i gif u wear mine LOL. so ppl wont say short le =x
LOL.. hahas den u dun wear har? xD
Roll by - psby: wa. psby. how come u noe she wear so short de shorts? nv share? she looks so cute yet pretty wear tat is pretty. ni bu hui xin shang lol. r u a tasteless person? ops =x
LOLS! zz
Roll by - psby: Mayb some guys like bao ka liao de charbo. no one know? R u either 1 of them?
=.= mai disiao.. lols.

2009-04-02T10:02:00.000-07:00

2nd APRILLL,

Woke up at 3pm today. =x Standard time of waking up. Lols.
Ytd slept at 7am mahhs. Cannot blame me x.x
After dat, prepared and went to meet bibi, nico and shampoo.
Went to toa payoh to collect money from dunno who.
Dat person owe nico $360 wors.. Not small sum..
Den th person dunno hide till where ler, cannot find him.
So went to police station to make report. Den i dunno what happen ler.
Went to nearby kopitiam to eat. Maiko came and we ate together.
All eat chicken rice(: Weeee~ and we booked th bbq pit for our fam outing ler. Yay xD
Hope my mama allow me to ton on that day sia. *pray pray* LOL

Headed for bunk..
And saw him..
Hmm i smsed him good luck for 2moro.
But he didn't reply. Guess he didn't care.
Neverminds..

Den baby came over to find me.
He really go buy tako yaki for me :D
Heehs. So long nvr eat ler. Ty baby(:
Den he gave me 3 more lollipops.. Nice nice^^
As usual, we went to monsterque after dat.
Played untill 10 liddat den went to bunk again.
Blahhs blahhs. zz boring.

I don't know wad and why, suddenly maiko was angry.
And she went off.
Kana pangseh again x.x
Hais.. I uds its 2 diff worlds..
But u got to uds, in their world, dats how dey do stuffs.
Slacked untill 11 and went home.
Didn't see poon and laoshu fight. But nbm.
I be guai kia, dun see ppl fight de xDD Lmaos.
.... i miss you ....
how i wish i could have all th fun wif you..
but its impossible i noe..
stay happy wif th girl u like now bahhs..
as long as u're happy.. i'm happy..

2009-04-02T09:09:00.000-07:00

Tagg's Replies♥

-Bei: BUN & BEI 31.03.09 ~ Lols
Hahas <3
Regina: i shy shy =xx
Why shy xD No need paiseh de =x
xinni: bei ji tao spam ur board. bei 3 words 8 letter 1 meaning VERY COMMONLY SAID BY GUYS.SIAN Lurhhh..CHANGE LARH.LOL xP
hahas! ya luhhs. =x
psby: ur shorts veri short hors
er..ty? lols.. hu are you o.o

2009-04-01T07:35:00.000-07:00

PICTURESS'S FOR TODAY<3

Nini and Me. ( Shy shy xP )

Aiyo all so shy. Hahas.

Regina so ke lian. All point all her.
(Cos her make up smedge untill jia lat sia xD)

Vivi and Nini <33

Regina so paiseh. Cover face. *TWIST(:*

At toilet camwhore =P

Kankong(:

Sweet and Sour Chicken<3

Hot plate tofu<3

Our drinks(:

Stingray<3

CHILLI CRAB!! <33

2009-04-01T07:18:00.000-07:00

Taggs replied `&♥

BIBI: miss our grp?! wait for my offday !!
Wen ur off day sia x.x
xinni: lallalala love screaming with u & vivi xPPP <333
ya luhhs. scream more ;D
VIVI: Woi woi woi. I only scream 3times hor!! LOL. =x
where got. Alot of times hor. Hahas
apple: hey yoyo hehe long time no see le gt miss me haha
Got!Hahas saw u today already mahhs xD
-Bei: Cheer Up ~ No more lollipop le ~ Next time buy for u again ~ Today already 5 LOLLIPOP le wor ~
Heehs. I want more xP tyty <3
-Bei: <3 haben post pic ar? i wan c c wor =p hao le tel me k <3
Post hao ler ;D
RAHHX! MY TAGBOARD ACTUALLY BANN MYSELF. WAD IS THIS. HAHAS.
So i reply tags here 1st <3

TODAYY'S

Went to meet vivi, maiko and regina today ;D

Den we went to eat chilli crab.

Weee~. Hahas. Its at cck.

Th food nice okays.

See th pictures above u will noe(:

After dat went shopping for make up items for maiko.

Must become pretty pretty hor xP

2009-03-31T12:57:00.000-07:00

PICTURESSS FROM PREVIOUS POST<33

Emoing in progess xD Hahas.

Nice hor? Hahaas. We both emo emo. LOL

Back to Back xD

Nice nice th nightview(:

<33 Her Lots. Nini & Bun

KFC ;DD

BeiBei ;D

Bleahhs. =P

We Both Buy Th Bracelet(:

BeiBei Th Back View. Hahas.

BeiBei Give me de ^^

Stars Stars! ♥

2009-03-31T12:28:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAYY'S

Went to vivo city with bei ytd ;D

He came over to find me at my house.

Stupid leh he, trick me say at block 290G

But in th end at block 290B. Rahhx!

In th end is he found me 1st.

Eee not fun de. Lol!

Den we took 963 to vivo.

Th bus trip like so fast luhhs.

Beibei bought me lollipop!

Yay xD And he bought strawberry.

Fav luhhs. Hahas. Xiexie xP

Den he stuffed it inside th jar he give me.

( show u pic in th next post =x)

Reached vivo den we walked around.

Suddenly maiko call me.

So just nice i ask her if she want come meet us.

Den she dun mind. So we met ;D

Ate kfc for dinner.

Eat already den we went to th rooftop of vivo.

Where got shallow pool de.

Took alot of pics. L8r will post xD

Den went to "pao jiao" at th pool.

Hahas. Super nice luhhs!

After dat called him and talked.

Didn't noe wad he wants to do..

But now i noe...

I will just disappear from his life

TODAYY'S

Went out wif shu juan to bugis today.

Suppose to go shopping but didn't see any nice clothes leh.

Lols. So we went to LJS to eat.

Somehow it reminds me of him.. zz

Talked about alot of stuffs and such.

I said wad i think and how i feel ler.

So it is just a secret between you and me, juan ;D

Seriously u ask me why i dun hate you.

Cos, having 1 friend is beta den having 1 enemy.

Correct mahhs? Hahas.

Went to diva and we saw a bracelet. Quite nice(:

If can i will take pic and post it on.

Both of us bought 1.

I bought th pink 1, shu juan took th purple 1.

Friendship bracelet. Hahas.

Ate ice-cream and went home.

Reached home ard 10 plus.

On9 audi and played.

I and baby need 3 more harts to get married in audi.

Lawls! jyjy. Shud be sat can marry ler(:

So must come and attend okays! Heehs.

2moro going to meet vivi, maiko, regina to eat chilli crab ;D

Pangseh baby =x Sorry uhhs.

Hmm now 4plus am ler.

2moro cfm late wake up de =x

Lmao.. Nitex nitex <3

2009-03-27T11:03:00.000-07:00

Lalalas! Went to meet sha gua today :D Took cab to jwss. Den saw him and his group of friends. O.o Den jun wei anyhow disiao, say i sha gua's gf x.x lols. Followed dem to sha gua's home. He changed den went to play pool. Bleahhs, i sux at pool. So dun ask me play okays =x After awhile went to kopitiam for drinks. And went back to sha gua's house. He played a show for us to watch. Its about gangsters stuff and all dat. Quite nice luhhs. Its called 岁月. Those who chup de, shud watch. Very inspiring.. Lols. But nvr watch finish. Sadded D: Nbm next time den continue(: We watch untill halfway, den went out. It was like 9:30pm den ler. Sha gua actually want send me home de. But i dun want =x If not liddat v. mafan for him mahhs. Den i lazy take mrt oso =x So take cab. Den dat zhu pigu(sha gua) keep say he pay for th cab fare. Afternoon dat time already help me pay ler. Now still want help me pay. Rahhx! Reject so many times he oso dun care. Bite you ahs =x. But thxs anyways^^ Hmm i wonder wad shud i do 2moro.. Dunno why suddenly miss going out wif nico, bibi and dan's dat gang o.o Hahas. Go out wif dem cfm laugh de.. Dats wad i need. More laughter and fun in life :D Cannot wait for school to start! I want make more new friends. Heehs. Its 2:30am now and i cannot sleep. Shyt.. Getting used to late night life ler. Lols. Everyday so late den sleep.. Tsk tsk. Shall post other time. Tatas <3

2009-03-25T22:52:00.000-07:00

Its all over(:
My hart hurts untill its numb now.
I can't feel a single thing.
But its telling me to move on.
So i'm letting u go.
This time for real.
You're gone forever.
I swear i will not shed another tear for you.
And somehow this time, i feel relieved.
Always be happy and smile no matter wad.
Well good luck to you shujuan and yirong.
Cycle repeats itself..
At least i'm out of this cycle.
Lols! Hahas.
L8r going shampoo's bbq.
Shall take my camera dere and tak photos ;D
Just hope i rmb to bring =x
Shall post more l8r. Ciaos ;D

2009-03-24T10:14:00.000-07:00

ITS HAPPENING ALL OVER AGAIN!!!
WHY.. WHY.. WHY..
MY FEELINGS VERY NICE TO TOY WITH??
I HATE YOU!!
I HATE YOU SHU JUAN!!!
YOU NOE I LOVE HIM..
WHY BETRAY ME...
I HATE YOU YIRONG!!!!!
I LOVE YOU YET YOU...
FCUKING HELL!
DIE LAHHS. DIE LER BETA
NO MORE HEART PAINS
I HATE THIS WORD LOVE
........

2009-03-24T08:04:00.000-07:00

Sorry for today maiko..
I noe its tiring and irritating to keep
hear me say about him.. ><
But dats th only way i can keep myself
from worrying.. I dun want l8r keep thinking
den emo.. Really sorry. Promise next time
wun ler. Anything i'll just zip(:
Hmm really sorry. Hang out soon okays.
This time no bunk. Lols. Lovess♥

2009-03-22T11:51:00.000-07:00

爱你真的很辛苦...

2009-03-19T11:47:00.000-07:00

Love hurts... It seriously does...

人總是在愛過後才知情重，只有在失去後才懂意濃一般人的生命中，最在意的就是情感的歸宿感情斷斷續續，來來去去, 孤單的時候，期待再擁有.. 现在擁有, 又害怕失去...

2009-03-18T13:02:00.000-07:00

Its 5'clock and i cannot sleep.
Hais. Wen will th day come wen we will nvr quarrel at all.
Bi, ily. Just dun wanna lose you again dats why i'm afraid.
Bcos i noe how it feels to be lonely.
Without you by my side, its scary.
Please dun say break infront of me again.
This time, i wun be able to heal anymore.
So, i'll nvr let you go.

♥Lovess o310o8♥

♥Xoxo's 17o3o9♥

2009-03-15T11:27:00.000-07:00

Lawls. Ytd tok to sha gua on th phone untill 4am x.x Hahas. Dey funny luhhs. Play blackjack den who lose must take out 1 thing. Lols. Can play untill left boxer de. Hahas. He joker lahhs, ask me go join dem play. Lols. No ways luhhs =x Heehs. Den today went out wif maiko. Cos both of us bored and maiko, i agree, singapore got no where to go de x.x so both of us went to bunk. Well didn't see caocao but maiko saw her's :D Th other half of th day more fun xD Met up wif dearie, bibi, bibi's brothers, nico, xiaodan. And mia followed us. Lols. So we went to eat Jusacia again. Ordered th same thing. terriyaki chicken. Its nice, but eat too much will sians. Had fun wif dem. Haven really laughed so happily for quite a long time already... After dat, we went to play pool at monstercue. Bibi keep disturbing th game. Lols. So i disiao him back. At 1st abit distance myself away from th grp of friends. Cos not familiar. But wen time pass, i found out dat, dey are all nice ppl and quite nice to go along wif too(: Made alot of friends. Somehow or another, pool keep reminds me of him.. How i wish he was dere wif me. But impossible. Lols. Left th place at 11 plus.

因为爱你所以选择给你,你要的自由...

2009-03-14T09:39:00.000-07:00

Okays! I set up my mind ler. You're th 1 who dun trust me now..
Not i dun trust you.. Please make dat clear. Ty.
You and other girls th thing, i wun ask or say anything.
Wun give a damn about it ler.
Well, life is much more den this.
Yes i love you. But you are tiring me out.
So you want patch den patch.
Dun want den forget it.

2009-03-13T10:21:00.000-07:00

Ohaiyoo~ ! Lols =x Its 1:30am so shud be counted as morning ler (: Today went to meet maiko at bunk. Lawls. She wanted to pass bibi th phone o.o Den after dat we were all hungry so we went to JustAcia to eat(: Actually got 6 ppl de. 4 guys and 2 girls. Me and maiko. But den th guys pangseh bibi. Lols. Dey went to eat chicken rice. Hahas poor thing. Ordered our food and took pictures! :D Th food dere not bad luhhs. Show you th food xD It was quite nice luhhs. Went home at about 11. Yupps dat was today(:

This is Bibi's food :D

This is Maiko's food :D

This is mine :D

Bibi camera shy xD

Aww, look at th camera! xD

Finally, our i-screammm!! xD

2009-03-11T09:09:00.000-07:00

All i hope is everything to go back to normal now..

Hais. Nth can describe my despair..

Th saddness and th empty hart..

Everything is gone.

I caused it.

Will you please come back to brighten my life again?

I really miss those days..

Th days where dere is no wories just happiness.

Every morning waking up and feel safe.

Because i had you..

I noe u'll be dere.

But now its diff....

I lost you.

No more smiles and laughters.

Every morning waking up and feeling so lonely.

I just wish to have you back..

Is dat possible?

I really wonder....

Boy i need you, will you please come back?

2009-03-10T11:20:00.000-07:00

Forgot to post up this picture th last time =x

Maiko!! This picture for you de xD

Must go out more okays!

Loves~!<3

Now super bored at home.

Its 2:30 and i can't sleep.

Still thinking about his sms ><

He is like totally dun want to contact me.

Dun want to see me.

Like i'm irritating him or disturbing him.

And he said smth he nvr say b4..

He say dun sms ler den bye..

Waa hart break x.x

If this is fate,

i hate it.

2009-03-09T10:28:00.000-07:00

Went out wif Yayan today

to check th hip hop dance timing

But nvr open D:

Cheat my feelings only. lols =x

Finally my work pay is out! :D

So i and yayan rush down to imm to take

Hahas, we so gan chiong.

Den after dat went to find maiko and bibi dey all.

Dey want to play pool.

Den maiko asked me if i wanna go.

since i was bored so i tagged along luhhs.

Th whole night see dem play.

So sians x.x

So i and maiko went to toilet den started

CAMWHORE ;D !

Heehs. On th way to th toilet, we saw a puppy.

Super cute! l8r see th pic u will noe xD

♥TAKESSS LOTS OF PICS♥

shut me up wif love(:

♥
boy i miss you..

♥

nice hor? i take de xD

♥

So cute luhhs th dog<3

♥
Ya right =.=

♥

last camwhore pic :D

2009-03-08T12:03:00.000-07:00

LIFE SUX..

why must i make a decision ><

i'm blinded and lost.

Yet i need to decide which path to take.

Its a torture.

♥

Can all these just end...

I just dun want

all my friends and him to get hurt..

And yet th decision i make will decide

wad will happen..

♥

I DUN WANT TO DECIDE.

I DUN WANT TO LOSE ANYBODY.

IS IT DAT HARD FOR IT TO HAPPEN?

I WANT EVERYBODY TO BE HAPPYY.

NONE OF DEM HURT..

THIS FEELINGS SUCKS OKAYSSS!!

♥

CAN ALL THESE JUST STOP...

I'M SO CONFUSED AND FETTUP..

YET I GOT NO ONE TO TURN TO.

♥

ALL THESE WUN HAPPEN IF I GO BUNK.

WHY PLAY AUDI..

WHY BRING HIM TO BUNK.

WHY MEET MY FRIENDS AT BUNK.

WHY IS DERE SUCH THING AS GANG.

WHY IS DERE FIGHTING AND WADEVER RULES.

♥

ITS TH CAUSE OF ALL THESE TROUBLES..

I'M TH CAUSE OF IT..

AND I GOT NOBODY BUT TO BLAME

MYSELF..

♥

I'M TIRED OF ALL THESE...

CAN SOMEONE JUST TELL ME WAD TO DO...

♥

somehow fairytales seems so impossible

to happen in real life..

cos dere is no happy ending..

2009-03-04T08:16:00.000-08:00

Went out wif akachan today. Hmm was suppose to meet up wif *him*..

But in th end nvr.. He like dun want go out wif me liddat.. lols.

So indecisive. So i went out wif akachan instead.

Even thou its a little late =x .

We met up at 7.30pm. Counting i was late =x psps. lols.

So i treated him dinner :D See i so nice. LOL tsk tsk bhb x.x

Ate at dhoby x-change.

Th shop name called ernie or smth liddat. Can't really rmb.

Akachan ordered fish and chip, i took chicken chop(:

Th food still taste okays lahhs.

Average and no comments. Lols.

Finished our food den headed for bunk.

While walking, akachan say he last time long ago saw a girl working at th zinc shop infront den love at first sight.

O.o I was so curious luhhs.

Thinking of wad kind of girl would let akachan love at first sight.

Cfm is chio bu de. Hahas.

So wen going to walk pass th shop, i was looking out for th person.

Guess wad i saw? I saw a fat guy sitting at th counter.

Den i laughed untill bth. Akachan was like "no no not him."

Hahas i noe lahhs. Super funny. Akachan oso laughed.

It was long time ago. So think th girl nvr work dere ler.

Reached bunk and played audi for awhile.

Well i think *he* went home already.

After dat went home ard 10 smth going 11.

Enjoyed th day(:

♥♥♥

............................................................................................................

♥

You tell me to be happy wif akachan..

But do you noe wad i want..

You dun...

Suddenly come and tell me u and her maybe brking..

Den? Wad u expect me to do..

I really dun uds you...

Even if u brk wif her ler..

I dun think i will have ur hart again..

All these is like..

Breaking my hart again and again..

You break it, i try to mend it..

Wen its almost fixed, you break it again..

Sometimes i really wonder..

Wad will life be like without you..

But 1 thing for sure..

Your memories will always be kept within me..

2009-03-01T07:49:00.000-08:00

Why does it seems dat i'm losing everybody..

FCUKED UP LIFE!! I SEE NO MEANING IN LIVING.

2009-02-24T06:43:00.000-08:00

Here is a very nice song dat akachan shared wif me. So i want to share it wif all of you(: Here is th lyrics in eng translated from th jap song. Which i find very meaningful. And it explain my love story(: Hahas.

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing.
So that the rain moistens the earth
Even though this world is alive, coming closer together
Why do people hurt each other?
Why do partings come about?

Even if you go far away
You're still always right in the middle of my heart
While they remain completely buried by that kind smile
Even if I feel pain
In fragments of you that I held, because we're still connected
I believe that we can meet again
I'm waiting for your love

I love you, I trust you
I want you to share your loneliness with me
I love you, I trust you
Even in light, even in darkness
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Please don't leave anymore

Who saw the end of the world?
Who announces the end of the journey?
Even though it's a long night and the answer can't be seen now,
I want you to move on on the road you believe in
Because from this point forth, the light is waiting for you

Even now, the song you taught me
Still remains within my heart
And echos along with that friendly voice
The overflowing tears of my feeling
Run over my warm cheek
Become strong, ne
Believe!
If we connect with each other
I'm always by your side

I love you, I trust you
The tears I shed are for your sake
I love you, I trust you
You taught me love
I love you, I trust you
No matter if you walk on the wrong path,
I'll be beside you!

I love you, I trust you
I want you to share your loneliness with me
I love you, I trust you
Even in light, even in darkness
I love you, I trust you
Even in sadness, even in happiness
I love you, I trust you
I want to protect you completely

No matter if you're walking on the wrong path
I'll be beside you!
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Please don't leave anymore..

2009-02-23T07:57:00.000-08:00

I lock myself up in a room..
Only you have th keys...
Th keys to my heart...
You used to say dat u will keep it properly..
Only you can open th lock..
But in a sudden twist of fate...
Everything changed...
You destroyed and throw th only key away..
Now i'm locked up in a dark room...
I cannot leave..
Neither can any1 enter...
Why can't u come back to save me..
From this pain.. Hart breaking pain..
I sit in th room, thinking of you..
Missing you... Wondering wad u doing..
Where are you...
Crying my hearts out everyday and night..
But u dun even noe and care..
You are happy wif another girl in another world..
Leaving me alone in this world..
Dark and lonely world..
How i wish i can call u dear again..
How i wish u will be th one opening th doors of my hart..
How i wish this was all a dream.. A nightmare..
And dat i would wake up soon..
To find dat u're still wif me.. But...
Its not...
It'll will never be...

♥o31o08-o3o2o9♥
(i'll always rmb....)

2009-02-21T08:24:00.000-08:00

Is everything going to be alright in th end?..
Isn't dat wad my friends and ppl around me used to say..
Everything will be alright..
But th fact is.. Its not...
He is not th him i used to noe..
Definitely not anymore.. I can feel it.. I can sense it..
Th days where he brought me sunlight and smiles.
Those were th days i missed..
I miss his smile and laughter..
I miss th care he used to gif me..
I miss going out wif him..
I miss holding his warm hands and walking on th streets..
But everything is going to change.. I knew dat..
Yet i chose to remain slient and choose not to believe in dat..
So what if we patch.. Its still going to end someday..
Its a cycle.. Love cycle.. A cycle dat hurts..
But why am i feeling this way..
Like wad nikki said.. I'm just making myself look so worthless.
And he got all th control over me.
Its easy to say forget him..
But its hard to forget some1 whom i loved so deeply b4..
Den.. and now...

Hais one problem not solved, another problem coming up..
Akachan.. She is a nice girl(: Dun want you to regret losing her..
I wasn't suppose to step into this at all..
Just dat fate allows me to know you and become ur friend..
I rather we just hide this feeling inside our harts..
I dun wanna hurt anybody anymore..
Cos i noe how it feels like to be hurt by th 1 you loved most.
Its painfull.. Its hart breaking..

i wish upon a star, pls let me get thru this >< ...
i dun want to cry for him anymore..

2009-02-19T07:24:00.000-08:00

Why make me think so much now ><.. Why gif me hope now.. I gave up already... Why you want to tell me dat now.. I dun understand u at all.. Suddenly so nice to me den suddenly so cold to me.. Wat you want.. Stop torturing me please... So confused and fettup already. I'm tired all of these... Please.. You either gif me real chance or just leave me alone... Maybe i'm th one who is pestering you always.. I shud just leave you alone....

i really hope i can do dat... i miss you...

2009-02-18T09:32:00.000-08:00

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到
这真的痛了
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢 (x2)

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢...

2009-02-17T10:27:00.000-08:00

Ohaiyoo~~ x) Went out wif akachan today^^ so happy. We meet about 5pm at amk hub. Actually can meet earlier de but akachan's mummy want him to help her wif some stuffs.. Wanted to go lot 1 to play jubeat de. So i took a bus followed by mrt to lot but then th machine dere alot ppl tapped x.x So after much decision, we decided to meet at amk hub. Lols. I took a cab dere( during peek hr ) Haahs. Th cab fare can kill ppl. Lols- $20.80. Nice nice xD Akachan reached dere earlier den me.. Th stupid jam luhhs =x Cause me so much time. Played jubeat den suddenly decided to watch movie. Watched valkyrie. About hilter germany and stuffs liddat. Not bad. But i wasn't really concentrating on th movie xP. Den we went to macs. Akachan say he hungry. So we walked dere den he changed his mind. Suddenly want go kopitiam. Guess hu i saw o.o by2. Lols. They wear untill so hip hop. Didn't really cared. Akachan fickled minded de. Lols. Changed his mind again, he want go mos. Finally made up his mind and eat at mos. Lawls. He eat only. I wasn't really hungry. Let me see.. I ate popcorn and cheese fries for th whole day only. Not bad rite xP. Den went home at 11. Took a cab again. (as usual) Lols. Reached home about 11plus. On com and watched shugo chara! (: Recently hooked on to this anime. Super nice luhhs. Abit lame but veh cute eh xD Shud watch if u're free. Hmm girls more advised.. dun think this anime guys will like. Maybe some. Hahs. Kays i go watch shugo chara ler(: Btw tadase-kun so cuteeee!! xD Hmm he is one of th character in th anime. He suits hinamori-amu so well. Lols. Okays i go watch ler. Ciaos<3

2009-02-13T08:33:00.000-08:00

Happy v.day everyone!(: Well, at least i'm not alone for v.day :} Going to bunk 2moro or shud i say l8r lols. Meeting akachan and his friends. Bought lollipops and chocolates :D Just hope i rmb to take dem wif me =x Today went shopping while working =x (shhhh..) Keep going out of th shop den go buy things. I spent alot today x.x Bought shirt, cardigans, make up stuffs. So i think spend about 300plus? Haahs. I not those can save money kind de. So ya.. x) Den kor came to find me after school.. How nice x).. I pei him eat ler den he go off to bunk ler. Finally got a day off . But sunday working again x.x Think of dat sians already. I'm so boreddd now. Audi oso cannot play, play ler will com hang. Idoit siol. So now waiting for th laptop. Maybe getting 2 laptop(: From wad my dad says. One for school work, one for play de. Cool! Lack of sleeps recently x.x Ytd accompany akachan to study untill 5am.. Super sleepy. He study den reply in msn so slow de. Piggy. Lols =x So slept like only few hours for th past few days. But i dun mind(: Today maybe pei-ing him study again. See if i can tahan anot. If not 2moro cfm veh sleepy de. Kays lahhs. Post untill here. Byeees(:

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2009-02-11T06:45:00.000-08:00

Nice day(: Today went out to meet hotart(ki tat), engrave(regina), baby(vivian) and my laopo(regina oso) :} Went to lot 1. Hotart say he and engrave want study in library. But they like study for awhile only lehs. Den jiu play play play. Lols. Went to ddr after dat. Standard dropped. *tsk tsk* Lols. Den hotart played jubeat. Well he is quite pro(: More pro den me jiu dui ler. Lols. I noob in jubeat. Den after dat we went to catch a movie. Its call th curious case of benjamin buttons. I swear i am nvr going to watch it ever again. Why? Cos it so boring.. Th whole show lasted like 2 and a half hours. And it is super super super boring. I almost fall asleep. Seriously.. I advise u not to watch.. So after th boring movie, went to play jubeat again. This time played wif hotart. Obviously i tio own x.x Went to buy dinner den we all headed home. Reached home about 10.00pm. Den go on9 luhhs. Okays post untill here bahhs. Ciaos(:

2009-02-07T22:00:00.000-08:00

Boo! (: I'm back. Going to get pay on th 10th. Cannot wait.. Lols. Life still has to go on. I'm a strong girl(: So no more crying for him. Not worth it. Wish him lucks wif his new stead. So he is just not my mr right. Many more will come by in life. Thanks bryan, louis, peini and ben for accompaning me these few days. Owe you all lots!♥ I fell and now its time for me to stand up on my own and continue to walk on. After get pay still thinking if i shud go for digital perm. Hmm maybe. Lols. My dad bought wii for my sister ytd. Guess dat was her happiest day of her life. Haahs. I didn't really bother about th game thou. Okays now got to go prepare to go out wif aiai ler. Byees.

2009-02-05T07:52:00.000-08:00

I'm lost..
I'm stranded on a island..
With no one to depend on..
All th promises dat you gave me..
I believed and trusted all..
But it is all meant to be broken..
Every night crying to bed..
But no one cares..
My life is so screwed up..
I thot i still have you no matter wad..
Even if th skies fall, i thot i still have you..
But u're not dere anymore..
I reached out but to find no one dere for me..
I fall once again.. Badly..
Now u're even ignoring..
I pretended to be strong..
Trying to bring smiles to ppl beside me..
But wen i'm alone...
I can't control th tears..
So wad.. He doesn't even care anymore..
Love's hurtful..
Life's hurtful..

I'm hurt.....

2009-02-05T07:43:00.000-08:00

ITS ALL OVER....

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2009-02-02T21:58:00.000-08:00

So many things happened recently.. Super stressed out.. Hais. It seems dat u're not th guy i used to noe.. Th kind of feeling u give me is totally diff.. I still choose to forgive you. but th fact is dat i lost th trust in you and me. But i just cannot give u up. Dats all. Explainations and excuses are not necessary.. U noe wads going on and i dun want to ask about it anymore. Hope u can really keep ur promise dat u made last night..

Where's th guy i used to noe...

2009-01-07T22:42:00.000-08:00

Sians.. 4 more days to take O's results.. Wth. Th fear is like cannot be described. I dun't think i can make it to poly.. Hais wad more can i say. Its too late for regrets.. I know dat.. But i'm glad dat i can have someone to accompany me through all these times. Be it bad or good. ♥I love you♥ Well now slacking at home, waiting for dear dear to meet his po den we can go out ler. Ytd he was so sweet xD, made dinner for me. Yumyum^^..
Sometimes i hope time can rewind.. So dat humans can correct their mistakes.. But impossible. Lols. Blahhx blahhx. Enuf of th long winded tok. Buhbuaiis:}

2009-01-06T13:20:00.000-08:00

Just changed blogskin. Not bad, quite sastisfied wif it. Lols.. Now is like going to morning 6am ler and i still not alseep ._. Hmm dunno wad i thinking these days.. Thinking too much ler. Hais.. Can someone teach me how to not think so much? Its like i'm doubting th trust.. Which is so wrong.. Guess only me and dear noe wad i toking about bahhs. Finally 2moro i off from work. If not will die from working de. Lols. On th 10th den take pay. Cannot wait sia. 1st work pay xD Den can go shopping ler :D Mostly want go bugis and town area. Its like sooooo long nvr go ler. 1 thing is no time th other is no money. Lols. LALAs. I got nth to write ler so i shall end here. For those who want noe where i work, i work at imm(:

someone pls teach me how to love..

2009-01-04T07:24:00.000-08:00

Ytd was th 3rd month wif dear dear♥ May us last long 4eva and eva and eva.. :D Ytd went to west coast wif dear dear. Super fun luhhs.. We took 176 den went to macs to eat lunch. After dat we went to walk walk and slowly stroll to th sea side dere. Den we sat on th rock and watch th sea and scenery.. He is th only 1 hu kept th promise to accompany me go seaside de. Th rest just broke it like its none of their buisness.. okays forget about dat. We took some pictures but i think not enuf leh.. Shud have taken more.. Hais -regrets- After dat we went to th playground. Dear use sand to make words. He dig out th sand to make th words. Aww so sweet.. L8r can see th pictures below :D We decided th day b4 to eat steamboat at dear dear's house. So after all dat fun, we went to imm giant to shop for food. We were like walking in circles looking for food. Haahs total money spend is... $61. After dat we went to his house and prepare th food. After dat of cos is eat th food luhhs =x lols. Went home about 11+ So fun :D Hope we last long. Anyways,happy 3rd month anniversary dear <3

Our harts are connected<3

yirong & wanqing <3

Aww so cute xD

YR :D

Shh he concentrating.. =x

th food :D

Finally.. th couple :D

2008-12-15T07:38:00.000-08:00

Wad a day =.= .. Today went out wif dear and aiai to bunk. At first went to dear's house and had maggie mee at his house o.o Dear stop eating so many maggie mee.. Lols.. Not healthy uhhs. Den after dat aiai reach dear's house. And after awhile we headed for bunk. Nth much to do dere oso. Anyways grats aiai on lvling :D Den we walk walk around bunk and went to arcade. Aiai and i played daytona.. My car keep crashing and i was like laughing like mad.. Lols. After all de fun, we played ddr. Around evening, we went back to dear's house. He had his dinner, den aiai and i watch th tv. For dunno wad reasons, i began to think of alot of things.. I am scared dat dear will leave me like how all of my ex did.. And de rest i dun wanna say it anymore. Lols. Blahs blahs.. -End of topic- Nitex nitex :D And sorry aiai cannot let u come in my house stay. Hope u have fun wif ahben and ahxin.

2008-11-24T19:49:00.000-08:00

I'm back in singapore :D miss my dear my aiai and so many ppl~~ Ytd just went out with dardar to bunk, so happy xD Den after dat aiai come meet us at lot 1 den we played ddr. Hais these few days sick. Cough untill blood want come out ler. LOL. Eat fever medicine oso no use ._. Sorry let dear worry. Will recover asap. *hope so* lols. Hmm even so i still miss china a little bit. At china so many ppl, de atmosphere very nice. As in very noisy.. Lols. Miss de atmosphere.. At singapore so quiet. Only got my sister who is noisy de at home.. No offence hor mei =x Post other time ler. Ja ne(:

2008-11-05T08:05:00.000-08:00

Today went to meet kor and two of his friends den went sp with him in th afternoon. So many ppl x.x LOL. After dat went bunk to play. Super fun and now sort of addicted to beat up already :D Using two hands to play. After dat dar came to find me. Den he today sian sian de. Hais i think is bcos i keep playing audi den nvr tok to him. Somemore he just quarrel wif his mom.. I'm sorry.. Played from 1 smth to about 6 o.o i think.. So long, Audi rawkss! Den meet 2 new friends in bunk.. I want to go bunk often luhhs. But my mom gl de.. Say wun care me ler, in the end still care.. zz Nbm about dat.. Hope 2moro can go out play lan.. Miss you dardar. Ty kor for pei-ing me today :D -End of post- Want sleep ler lols.. Oyasumi Nasai^^

2008-11-03T10:49:00.000-08:00

Lack of sleeps. lols. Super pek cek ahs. Audi now come out 2nd seasons ler. Super nice to play but de sad thing ish my house the com cannot dl de patch. I had been trying to fix it for 3 days.. Slept at 3 for these days. Super tired.. Rahhx!! Why cannot just work T.T den no need so much trouble. Anyways, thanks kor for teaching me how to do th stuffs(: owe u lots<3 Today is 1st month anniversary with dardar♥ love you lots luhhs. Thxs for the flowers. Went out wif him to watch movie. Wanted to watch butterfly lovers de but dun have the ticket show time. Sad case, after dat we watched the coffin. Scary uhhs. Hmm now super tired ler. So i go sleep ler. Nitex nitex(:

2008-10-24T23:36:00.000-07:00

So many many things happened these few days.. I cried for dunno how many days already.. I got so many things to spill out but too many to write it on blog. But i'll kip it short and sweet(: Well summary is i love you aiai, stop doing things dat hurt yourself please.. I see already i hart pain oso. Just to let you noe dat wadever you want to do, i will follow you.. Cos dats wad friends are for.. Isn't it? And i want to say sorry.. I'm a bad person.. Its like bcos i'm wif yirong, i'm hurting you like nobody business.. But i dun want it.. I dun want to continue to hurt you.. But i dunno how.. I cannot gif him up.. Hais.. I am just confused.. Yet nobody to tell me wad to do.. Except for mathew... Which i think i hurt him too. Today just said things dat was super hurtful to him.. I wanted him to hate me instead of love me.. So i said alot of bad things about myself.. I told him things dat were untrue about me.. Hope he doesn't find out.. It's for his own good.. I'm sorry.. Hais..
Life doesn't always goes de way you wanted it to be.. I have learnt dat.. Thank you mathew for teaching me so many things.. And always being dere for me.. I have finally understand wads love.. You showed me.. But i couldn't show you back.. I'm sorry.. I noe a thousands of sorry or thank you wun be enuf.. But still thank you... Maybe things will end well wif you and aiai. I hope so.. Hais..

♥`I'm loving you more and more each day without me noticing it.. Hope we last long. lovess you dear♥

2008-10-21T05:48:00.001-07:00

Finally recover from th stupidd flu xD Yays. Dunno my mama gif me eat alot of different kind of medicine.. LOl got swallow 1, got drink 1, some more got coke wif ginger *yucks* =x Chemistry and english paper over!! Nice.. Now left wif 7 more days of exams.. Sians. Faster over!~ Dear.. Dun think so much ler. I seriously only true to you.. Hais.. Now need to go and study geography. Hope can pass today's paper. 2moro is a maths paper. I will be sleeping all the way =D Cos a maths gif up ler. lols.. Gtg study ler. Tata(:

2008-10-18T00:31:00.000-07:00

Monday exams start ler. Its like so fast~ x.x Hope Os faster over den can go perm and dye my hair ler. Woots. Cannot wait. Heehs. But now i cannot conc on studying.. I dunno why.. Kip thinking of dardar xP 2 more weeks and i am done wif all the studying boredom ._. Hmm 1st month wif dardar coming soon ler wors. 3rd of november. Bleahhs time flies okays.. So its soon.. Hais sometimes i wonder to myself, why i think so much.. Its like all the thinking is extra and making me feel worst only.. Nbm about dat.. I just got my ear pierced again xD now its 3(right), 2(left).. Super nice eh. Haha. Den i pulled my sister go pierce oso.. Well without letting my mom noe of cus.. She wouldn't allow my sister to pierce untill after her exams.. But i brought her along anyways and she pierced wif me. It was after dat den my mom noticed. Hehex.. she oso cannot do anything about it already. Well my sister want to use com ler. Jiayous for all my friends taking Os this year! Good luck and study hard! <3

2008-10-16T07:55:00.000-07:00

Hais.. Wad a day.. Today aiai left because matthew made her angry.. But he joking de and aiai took it so seriously.. I called her and she just kup my phone. Its like i also nvr do anything wrong. Want call her to ask if she is okay anot. But wad for.. She dun even want to pick up. Den follow on the whole day was bad for me. After aiai left, i and dardar went to change his hp to k800i. After dat, 320 dunno got wad taiji.. So i sat alone under i dunno which block.. Cause aiai went home.. bo mood liao.. So dear dear wanted to sent me home.. But i actually rejected him cause i dun want him to know i no mood.. In de end i made it worst.. Dear i'm sorry :( .. I wun like other guys de.. No matter if dey take my no or wad.. So dun worry so much kays..

Zz.. sister nagging want to use com liao..
So buhbuaiis.
Oh ya.. I screw up today's pratical.. Damn it mans.. Wadever mans.. Wads over is over..
Byeees.