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Sunday, October 4, 2009
Lost The Trust In You..
o2/10 Friday's
I can say that friday is a busy day :x Th day before weiwei's chalet. Well also the day before me and my baby's one year anniversary. Went to meet fel at pasir ris and accompany dreadrea to cut her fringe, so much neater than b4. After that, weiwei came and we all cabbed to bedok inter to buy the things needed for our bento. All of us making bento(japanese rice box) for our loves one ^^ Total spent about 80 plus. Ex ok! Str8 away we took a cab to fel's house to start on our work. It was already about 6 plus pm ler. The guys keep on rushing us to go to the chalet. So we started washing up and preparing all our ingredients. Fried the japanese egg, cooked the rice and so on. After like 3 hrs of preparations.. Finally it was done! Waa, was damn shag already but very happy wif the results. The sushi we made was edible okays :x And its delicious :D Pictures wif fel. Will update soon.
After that we chiong cab down to the chalet. Await's Ford's surprise for weiwei~ Blind folded weiwei when she came down the cab. Walked her to the chalet and you noe what.. The whole chalet was full of balloons. Can you imagine 370 balloons in one chalet :x Swear it was damn nice. Slacked around. Soon it was 12 midnight already. Gave baby my 1 yr anniversary present. He gave me a baby cub care bear i always wanted!! :DLove die you baby. Everything was well untill this girl juey smsed my baby......
She called her baby in her sms.. I was like wtf... Called the girl and asked what happened.Wtf why she call my baby, baby =.= In the end found out my baby... Took her in as gan baby..I sio liao, started to scold her and asked her to stop contact my baby. Crying like fcuk then.Went to the fridge, took out the bento and i threw in on bed.. Can u imagine ur bf betraying you..I trusted him so much.. So much... Yet... Hais..Created a nuisance at the chalet and shouted at him. Dun wish to continue saying anymore.Its our 1 yr anniversary.. Yet it turn out to be liddat.. All my efforts gone... All i can say is disappointed.. I really am..When can you ever keep to all ur promises.... )':
o3/10
That bastard baby went drinking untill he very drunk. Xahboi brother and vance korkor carried him back. The whole night i taking care of him.. Hais.. Wanted to be angry wif him.. But seeing him liddat, i soft hearted.. Hais.. Ended up forgiving him.. Really wanted to let go already this time.. My heart is already broken into pieces.. But i noe i cannot give him up..But the time it was already in the morning. Jaee brother came over to find us. I miss him cans! Luckily he got probation only. So must go out wif him some time :DAwhile l8r baby woke up.. Talked and he make some promises.. Hais..This time.. Please.. Keep to it... I can't keep on giving you chance..Every chance i am giving you is another chance to make myself get hurt.. I'm really tired..
Went to e hub in the afternoon, went to arcade, then passed by emicakes.Baby bought a cake for our anniversary.
Weiwei's jie came over to look for the in the night and brought martel.
Drank alot of beer and alcohol ytd. Was all drunk and very high :x
Played and make a nuisance in the chalet. Luckily baby was there.
Thanks baby for taking care of me :x Woke up this morning around 9plus.
Cabbed home and slept all the way till afternoon..
To my baby boy:
1 year is really very long.. But when i'm with you time just seems to fly pass so fast.. How i wish time would stop.. I really wished so.. Hais. All the times we spent thru tgt.We cry, we laugh, we joke around, we quarrel, we give attitude, we kiss, we hug tgt.Everything all up in my memories.. I love you for your everything.. N because i love you, I trusted you.. You're the one in my life.. And i hope you will think so too...Stop hurting me please.. You know how it hurts and how it feels like.. You know i can't trust you with my whole hart now.. Its like i have to be suspicious of everything.. Because you lied to me..Not once not twice.. But many times.. How am i suppose to trust you even if you said u promised... Promises are just something that can be said easily but not done easily..You say u will keep to ur promises this time and wun hurt me anymore.. I really wish u can do it.. I can do anything for you because i love you for than anything. And will not risk to lose you.. If you love me then stop hurting me....
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