BUNBUN♥
17. Love sisters brothers, friends, gans, family. Mostly, my boyf tyr:)Can be one friendly girl. But once you do something that angers me. You better run :x And i want a puppy like naoz!! >:(
Wondered my whole life whats love. Yet its just so complex that i'll never understand it. All i need is you to show it to me.
Is everything going to be alright in th end?.. Isn't dat wad my friends and ppl around me used to say.. Everything will be alright.. But th fact is.. Its not... He is not th him i used to noe.. Definitely not anymore.. I can feel it.. I can sense it.. Th days where he brought me sunlight and smiles. Those were th days i missed.. I miss his smile and laughter.. I miss th care he used to gif me.. I miss going out wif him.. I miss holding his warm hands and walking on th streets.. But everything is going to change.. I knew dat.. Yet i chose to remain slient and choose not to believe in dat.. So what if we patch.. Its still going to end someday.. Its a cycle.. Love cycle.. A cycle dat hurts.. But why am i feeling this way.. Like wad nikki said.. I'm just making myself look so worthless. And he got all th control over me. Its easy to say forget him.. But its hard to forget some1 whom i loved so deeply b4.. Den.. and now...
Hais one problem not solved, another problem coming up.. Akachan.. She is a nice girl(: Dun want you to regret losing her.. I wasn't suppose to step into this at all.. Just dat fate allows me to know you and become ur friend.. I rather we just hide this feeling inside our harts.. I dun wanna hurt anybody anymore.. Cos i noe how it feels like to be hurt by th 1 you loved most. Its painfull.. Its hart breaking..
i wish upon a star, pls let me get thru this >< ... i dun want to cry for him anymore..
