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Wednesday, January 13, 2010
empty. empty. empty. empty. empty. empty.
sad. sad. sad. sad. sad. sad.sad. sad. sad. sad.
lonely. lonely. lonely. lonely. lonely. lonely.
disappointed. disappointed. disappointed.
helpless. helpless. helpless. helpless.
fked up. fked up. fked up. fked up. fked up.
tired. tired. tired. tired. tired. tired. tired.
heartbroken. heartbroken. heartbroken.
ok.. that should sums up what i feel. bye.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Happy 1 year 3 months baby. I love you.
You and I is like sand that is now facing a sand storm..
I will love you no matter what but..
Recently alot of things happen and..
Our love is being blown away slowly by slowly..
N i'm trying very hard to hold on.. I really am..
Going to hold on to you as best as i could..
Because you are the best thing that could ever happen to me..
Our love started on the 3rd of october 2008 and it shall last forever..
You are the one and only one i ever want in my life..
Being with you is our fate.
Our met is not coincidence but fate like you said.
You and I is fated to be together..
I want you to stay with me till death tear us apart. will you :(
Loving you is such a miracle that i could not believe it myself.
Our love includes sweetness, sourness.
Very sure that all these add up to something call everlasting.
Everytime we quarrel how i wish it could stop asap.
You are the only reason that i could be so strong till now.
On one simple reason. Becaue i love you.
U and only you. Teo yirong. ♥
can you see the hidden message? :p
Monday, December 14, 2009
Changed my blogskin since dunno how many donkey ages~
Think people also stop coming my blog le ba! Haahs!
Cause everyday come in also see same thing no need see de.
Neberminds! Like this better. Peaceful :x Today damn bored!~
Stayed at home. Ate dinner. I think i never had dinner at home for like 6 months plus.
Quite sad rite :( But yay my mummy cooked tom yam soup. Fav! Thanks Mummy!
Played SDO like pratically the whole day. Abit bored of it. Watched tv.
And!! My sim card broke into 2 yesterday D: Sad sia! Hais. Will get it replaced soon i think?
So sorry people if i never reply ur sms-es. Cause i can't! I miss my baby :(
I only see him like 1 min today only. He passed me my lg phone charger and went off.
Called his house around 10pm plus.
And his father bluff me. Say he sleep le. I got sad over it for quite some time :(
Thought that he didn't care much bout me. Go sleep also never tell me.
In the end bout 12 plus he called and said he just reach home. x.x?
His phone also no money. So pratically whole day didn't contact much. Thats all for today ba!
2moro shall go cube. Sians. Everyday cube! Can singapore be smaller? =.=''
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Will This Word Call Trust Fail Me Again..
Hi people on earth :x Woots i seriously love styling hair. But hate it when it comes to washing. Its all tangled up and so hard =.= Went to style our hairs again at the one. Met up wif the darlings, brothers. Styled our hair and took pictures. Hmm this time the style i got no comments :x idk which one is nicer. This or the last one? Hahas. Slacked talked laughed. Felfel this bitch was nagging about her hair all the way, lols. Its nice okays! She keep say weird. Hanwei also another one. Lols. Headed to the coffee shop after that. Joked about alot of things. Laugh untill stomach pain. Baby called and there we go heading for orchad :DD
       Dreadrea did the same hair as me. As we took pictures together. The person who make the hair helped us to take pictures. He himself claiming his professional skills :x         After awhile, the cabbed reached orchad. met up wif the rest. And we wanted to watch darah! This is a m18 show. But heard from people that cineleisure allows people to buy more than 1 ticket. So baby went to buy 15 tickets for darah. When only a few is 18 yrs old. :x Played at the arcade while waiting for the movie to start.
    About time for the movie and we headed to the entrance. But!!! This stupid malay guy collecting the ticket stop us. He asked for 15 ics. Wtf! He dun allow us in cause some of us "dun have ic".. Zxc. Talked and argue for very long time. The manager came and talked too. The manager very gl i swear. So in the end we changed the movie ticket to a show called deadly tsunami i think. Didn't had a good impression of it in the first place. All of us damn shag already. Waited for another hr for the movie. It was about 11 plus pm den. Finally the show started and we went in. I can say the show is very touching and nice. Damn funny too. Dun really regret watching it! But the ending is sad ): So many people died.. Hais. What if all these is gonna happen in 2012 ): Imagine singapore being such a small dot, will be wipe out in 2 secs if there is a tsunami. LOL. I dun wanna die ): I want to spent more time wif everybody~ Me fel drea and weiwei kept talking about it. And guess whats the ending. We all rather eat sleeping pills and die rather than die in fire/water/earthquake or what ever shyt. LOL. Laughed. Slacked awhile and some went home. I and baby went to ford's house to ton.. ♥ ♥ ♥
Cannot wait for the outing wif my sisters to JB. Couples outing :D Imagine 3 couples going JB and go hotel and go shopshop playplay tgt. Aww how sweet!! Hope everything goes well. Yupps! Its around mid nov if i'm not wrong. And i'm maybe going to quit rp :x Hope can go study in chec wif my dearest baby and my brothers!! Hehes!~ Imagine same school as my baby makes me so excited :x Shall post more updates l8r. I shall go sleep now :x its 2:30. Gosh. And my baby didn't sms me ): idk if he is asleep or still watching his movie.. Iloveyou baby. Nights(:
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
All I Need Is You, By My Side Always.
Baby, these few days we are getting more and more distant. Dunno if you have noticed it anot.. I'm really bothered by it. Hais. I know i shud trust you more and i'm trying my best, i really am..
All i need is more of ur care concern and love for me :'( I really love you alot alot alot.
Went to 'the one' salon today wif twinnie, weiwei, baby, xahboi, xiaoboy, shawn, ford. All of us did our hair xD Actually i nvr do de :x is baby ask me go try style then try lo. The results not bad :D Took alot of camwhore pictures too :x Pictures spam time!! :D
Whats Me Without You..
Me love my baby! Hahas. Yesterday (tues) pei-ed shawn baby and ford to toa payoh for their hair styling sesson. My baby was so happy with his hair that he keep smiling. LOL. Bth him. Hahas. But shuai rite :x Who snatch from me who dies! :x He is only MINE! Hehes. Met up wif red and went to ping yi sec to fetch shawn's gf and red's gf. After that had a slight quarrel wif baby because of smth stupid -.- Hais baby can u try to change ur attitude for me.. Its really getting bad. And i dun like it at all :'( Tonned at ford house that night..
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Lost The Trust In You..
o2/10 Friday's
I can say that friday is a busy day :x Th day before weiwei's chalet. Well also the day before me and my baby's one year anniversary. Went to meet fel at pasir ris and accompany dreadrea to cut her fringe, so much neater than b4. After that, weiwei came and we all cabbed to bedok inter to buy the things needed for our bento. All of us making bento(japanese rice box) for our loves one ^^ Total spent about 80 plus. Ex ok! Str8 away we took a cab to fel's house to start on our work. It was already about 6 plus pm ler. The guys keep on rushing us to go to the chalet. So we started washing up and preparing all our ingredients. Fried the japanese egg, cooked the rice and so on. After like 3 hrs of preparations.. Finally it was done! Waa, was damn shag already but very happy wif the results. The sushi we made was edible okays :x And its delicious :D Pictures wif fel. Will update soon.
After that we chiong cab down to the chalet. Await's Ford's surprise for weiwei~ Blind folded weiwei when she came down the cab. Walked her to the chalet and you noe what.. The whole chalet was full of balloons. Can you imagine 370 balloons in one chalet :x Swear it was damn nice. Slacked around. Soon it was 12 midnight already. Gave baby my 1 yr anniversary present. He gave me a baby cub care bear i always wanted!! :DLove die you baby. Everything was well untill this girl juey smsed my baby......
She called her baby in her sms.. I was like wtf... Called the girl and asked what happened.Wtf why she call my baby, baby =.= In the end found out my baby... Took her in as gan baby..I sio liao, started to scold her and asked her to stop contact my baby. Crying like fcuk then.Went to the fridge, took out the bento and i threw in on bed.. Can u imagine ur bf betraying you..I trusted him so much.. So much... Yet... Hais..Created a nuisance at the chalet and shouted at him. Dun wish to continue saying anymore.Its our 1 yr anniversary.. Yet it turn out to be liddat.. All my efforts gone... All i can say is disappointed.. I really am..When can you ever keep to all ur promises.... )':
o3/10
That bastard baby went drinking untill he very drunk. Xahboi brother and vance korkor carried him back. The whole night i taking care of him.. Hais.. Wanted to be angry wif him.. But seeing him liddat, i soft hearted.. Hais.. Ended up forgiving him.. Really wanted to let go already this time.. My heart is already broken into pieces.. But i noe i cannot give him up..But the time it was already in the morning. Jaee brother came over to find us. I miss him cans! Luckily he got probation only. So must go out wif him some time :DAwhile l8r baby woke up.. Talked and he make some promises.. Hais..This time.. Please.. Keep to it... I can't keep on giving you chance..Every chance i am giving you is another chance to make myself get hurt.. I'm really tired..
Went to e hub in the afternoon, went to arcade, then passed by emicakes.Baby bought a cake for our anniversary.
Weiwei's jie came over to look for the in the night and brought martel.
Drank alot of beer and alcohol ytd. Was all drunk and very high :x
Played and make a nuisance in the chalet. Luckily baby was there.
Thanks baby for taking care of me :x Woke up this morning around 9plus.
Cabbed home and slept all the way till afternoon..
To my baby boy:
1 year is really very long.. But when i'm with you time just seems to fly pass so fast.. How i wish time would stop.. I really wished so.. Hais. All the times we spent thru tgt.We cry, we laugh, we joke around, we quarrel, we give attitude, we kiss, we hug tgt.Everything all up in my memories.. I love you for your everything.. N because i love you, I trusted you.. You're the one in my life.. And i hope you will think so too...Stop hurting me please.. You know how it hurts and how it feels like.. You know i can't trust you with my whole hart now.. Its like i have to be suspicious of everything.. Because you lied to me..Not once not twice.. But many times.. How am i suppose to trust you even if you said u promised... Promises are just something that can be said easily but not done easily..You say u will keep to ur promises this time and wun hurt me anymore.. I really wish u can do it.. I can do anything for you because i love you for than anything. And will not risk to lose you.. If you love me then stop hurting me....
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